writing is magic, it's a remedy when nothing works,  or seem to help any longer, it is something that makes us  launch free with words and feelings, in every experience we've been through, so my novels shall seem to you much odd! i hope you'll enjoy reading anyway:
So I think it's about everything: fear ,sadness,passion,darkness,love,hatred,friendship...........l
It may seem weird and depressed. But if you read between lines, it'll be clearer :)