"दिल से तेरी यादें मिटाऊँ कैसे, तेरी तस्वीर आँखों से हटाऊँ कैसे, तू नहीं है तक़दीर में मेरी, इस सच को मैं झुठलाऊँ कैसे।"
Hello, dear readers... My heart feels heavy as I write this. I'm just a teenage girl, struggling with depression. It's a constant battle, a weight I carry with me every day. Writing used to be my escape, a way to pour my feelings onto the pages of my notebooks. But even that felt... muted, somehow. Then, one day, while mindlessly scrolling through reels, I stumbled upon BTS. Their music... it was like a lifeline. Their songs reached into the darkness and offered a glimmer of hope, a moment of peace. I found myself drawn to them, their music a soothing balm to my troubled soul. Soon, I was lost in daydreams, imagining myself in their world, a world where maybe, just maybe, things could be different. But then reality crashes back. I see the countless others, the dedicated fans, the overwhelming love they receive... and a sharp pang of loneliness hits me. It hurts, knowing I'm just one in a sea of faces, that my love feels so small in comparison. To cope, I started writing down my daydreams, my fantasies, my hopes. It was a private world, just for me. Until I discovered Wattpad. It felt like a chance to share a piece of myself, a piece of my heart. So here I am, pouring my soul into these stories, hoping someone, somewhere, might connect with them. My treatment for depression is ongoing. It's a long journey, with its ups and downs. My parents don't know about my writing on Wattpad. It's my little secret, a space where I can be truly myself, without judgment. Here are some of the stories I'm working on, stories born from my heart and my imagination:
Side Character
It's the story of us
Murder Mystery
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Hello Inklings!As some of you may have noticed, I write under the pen name "N. Inkwell." I've decided to call you all "Inklings" because it felt like a perfect fit!Now, about the story I'm working...View all Conversations
Stories by N. Inkwell
- 2 Published Stories
Love or Lawyer
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"An Indian Marriage series... Two cold hearts collide.
Jungkook: "Love is bullshit!" - a bitte...
The Murder Mystery
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"This was all planned, wasn't it?'' A girl asked crying
"It was" A voice answered
"And th...
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