Messiahd

"It's supposed to be fun...turning 21"

Aguantis

@Messiahd ikr
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Baye_Theorem

you kept me like a secret and i kept you like an oath
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lochia_rubra

Dumaan lang, because I remembered an author with dry humor and thankless job, parang may flat affect at anhedonia. Mahilig sa topsiders, horse riding, THC, Nietzsche, manipulation, and ending chapters/ pieces with witty bangers even if u try to be senseless. Bonus na rin: paboritong anak ni Yahweh. Of course u have to delete this, u need to remain a mystery except to a few people who enjoy periodically disturbing you. In my case, depende sa mood at current personality ko ang paggambala sa’yo. Di rin alam kung kelan ang last. Ang alam ko lang ay ichigo ichie and how impermanence is the only constant in life.
          
          But anyhow, hope this year would be kinder to you. Okay lang kung masungit ka pa rin. Okay lang kung wla ka pa ring pera. Okay lang kahit lubog na sa utang ang platinum credit card mo. Okay lang kahit lumulutang ka lang sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay. Okay lang kahit ano ka man. At gusto kong sabihin pabalik sa’yo ang bersyon mo ng salitang goodbye, “matulog ka na.”

lochia_rubra

Ang response ko ay ang “Asleep” ng The Smiths.
            
            tschüss at good luck sa mga rounds, charting, at pag auscultate mo ng ewan hahaha
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Messiahd

*tatlo. three. tres
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Messiahd

@lochia_rubra hey now hey now, don't dream, it's over ... Hahaha Wala. Nakanta lang. Pinag-isa mo ang ratlo. Haynaku... Kung sino ka man Bloody Mary, sana'y sumasang-ayon din ang taon na 'to para sa'yo.
            
            Pakinggan ang 'MSK' ng Kjwann
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Paralumannn

Messi, patambay saglit. Taylor dropped her new album at ‘di ko kinaya ‘yong Wood. Wild era ba ituuu. Naalala lang kita HHAHAHAHA. 
          
          Ge, back to editing (para makapag-update na ulit)
          P.S. Dumating na ‘yong Stiff *excited*

Messiahd

@Paralumannn just stream 'Ego Death at a Bachelorette Party' na lang. Haha
            
            Relate sa 'priority kuno'. At bakit ba kasi kailangan seryosohin pag sinabing priority 'no? Hindi ba pwedeng laruin na lang? Haha jk. Priorities over pleasure dapat kasi di tayo anak ni Mr. Aderal  haha Basta mag aabang lang hanggat nandito pa rin si Ian at En and the gang hahahaha
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Paralumannn

@Messiahd omg same! Naimpluwensyahan yata sya masyado ni Sabrina lmao. Also in Taylor’s own words regarding the lyrics: “And it really started out in a very innocent place *laughs, pauses* I don’t know what happened, man. I don’t know…” 
            
            Actually Romantic is also fun! 
            
            Dumating na! Mabagal din akong magbasa. Ang daming distractions lately. Gusto ko nang tapusin ‘yong Love & The Skeptic but everytime I try to write may panibagong susulpot na “priority” kuno haha.
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Messiahd

@Paralumannn After ng pa-hickey ni Ian kay En, may pa-explicit naman si Mother TayTay sa new album. What's happening? Hahaha I honestly don't like her new album, but 'Father Figure' is on repeat.  Napapa-"Wtf? mom?" na lang talaga ako.
            
            Have fun reading. Sure you'll like it. Nasa chap 3 na rin ako ng Umbrage...for 2 wks (I have the attention span of a goldfish.) Chaotic. First 3 chaps pa lang dami ng ganap. And I think it's a bildungsroman. Hope u get to read it soon(pag meron na)
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Paralumannn

Messi! *insert unsolicited hug* 
          
          Wala ka namang hawak na tinidor, ano? Hahaha jk. Sorry, in-unpublish ko ‘yong Kaffeeklatsch, nilipat ko lang and changed the title to “Love & The Skeptic” ang hirap kasing i-pronounce ‘yong KK e lmao. But yea, I just updated Chapter 37. You can just skip the rest if you’d like and go to Chapter 37  pero medyo dark ulit… fair warning lang. I’ll be uploading more chapters on my day off this weekend, so kung gusto mong maghintay at i-binge okay lang din. Or kung wala kang pake, walang problema. 
          
          Hope you’re doing okay
          
          P.S. Wala pa ring update do’n sa Umbrage, dyosko. Pero in-order ko ‘yong Stiff. So yayyy!

Paralumannn

Actually sasabihin ko rin talaga sana sa’yo na natatakot pa akong simulan ‘yong story mo with a bloody cover dahil baka hindi ko kayanin ang cliffhanger na pagkabitin dahil wala pang ending— pero… NASAAN NA SI KRISTIN RAVIOLI? 
          
          Pero no rush, I can wait. *hugs* (medyo kinabahan sa icepick)

Messiahd

anw, if u're looking for a good distraction, check 'Stiff' by Mary Roach. I love the author's witty take on such a morbid topic. Very informative and entertaining book tungkol sa... uhm.. cadavers
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Messiahd

careful what u wish for. Haha. If distractions hanap mo, have u tried russian lit? Sa names pa lang madidistract ka talaga. jk Pero di yan good distraction, baka masobrahan ka pa sa lungkot.
            
            Hala, kasalanan ko pa pala ba't ka napabili. Haha. I got mine sa Ateneo Press. Wala na agad? Ang hard to get naman talaga ng mga books nya. Haha jk
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Paralumannn

@Messiahd pwede bang pa-sedate na rin para makapag-relax ako konti haha jk. Gusto ko lang din ng distractions every now and then, ang saya kayang basahin mga kwento mo, parang roller coaster ride of mental stimulation haha. Nasaan na kasi? Haha jk 
            
            Also nabudol mo ‘ko, binili ko ‘yong something Umbrage, pero ‘di ko napansin out of stock pala so ayan, ma-stress ako kakahintay haha. Pahingi distractions
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Paralumannn

Dito na lang ulit ako mag-rereply. Parang freedom wall, for everyone to see lol jk. Full screen kasi dito.
          
          Pero ayon… mahahanap mo ulit ‘yan, I could feel it. Siguro kasi iba-iba tayo ng reasons sa pagsusulat, at baka nawala ‘yong reasons mo (sa ngayon). Pero baka nagpapahinga lang. 
          
          And it’s fun trying different things while you rest. Anything procrastination would offer, take it. Have fun with it, make the most out of it. When the time comes, you’d be able to write again. Or hindi, kasi nasa sa’yo naman ‘yan e. But the fact that you’re still here means so much already *hugs* 
          
          Update na po please. HHAHAHAH jk lang wag mo ko sapakin

Paralumannn

@Messiahd take it with a grain of salt daw. Haha. Mas masayang mag-advice sa mga ayaw makinig lol jk. 
            If reading KK counts as wasting your time, I’ll take it Hahahha. I’ll take the full psychological evaluation, paki-psychoanalyze na rin po mga characters, mukhang kailangan nila  
            
            Ahh real problems… I find that reading Jessica Zafra’s works sort of help, very therapeutic  definitely not a solution
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Messiahd

@Paralumannn luh? Nasabi ko lang naman na wala na yung nagsusulat dito. Ba't may pa-piece of advice para sa'king di nakikinig? Jk. Haha. Writing? Yea, not happening rn and it's ironic kasi I'm actually using wattpad to procratinate. I'm supposed to be doing something important, but here I am giving fic chars a full psychological evaluation bc real problems are overrated. Haha I'm wasting my time properly naman siguro
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Paralumannn

Dito na lang ako mag-rereply, kasi baka magkalat lang ako sa comment box ng story mo anyway…
          Omg 60 chapters? Ang galing mo! But yea, I feel you. Nasa kalagitnaan din ako ng pagrerevise. Ang hirap, cringey nga.  but for the sake of the characters, kailangan tapusin.
          
          But anyway, if you decide to publish it, mag-aabang lang ako. Hindi naman sapilitan. You got this!! *hugs*