MetalSoul VII

Do I feel embarrassed or happy seeing that people like my Loud House fanfics? Those were things I made up at the dead of nights of early at mornings in moments of excitement. And they arent well made in the slightest ^^;

I owe you all a good explanation as to why I'm this absent compared to how I was a long time ago:
          
          This year was just dumb, menacing, stressful, and plain crazy. It drove me to a multitude of breakdowns and pain to the point I became paranoid, devastated, and... Really lost. I still like writing, and I still take notes down, but something is making me nervous, uncomfortable, and even scared from continuing to write. I doubt it's burnout or writer's block, I blame it all on the things and people that drove me to become this mess.
          
          However, don't take from my words that I have given up, I am still a sturdy Metal, and I am determined to continue my journey. 'Cuz who is MetalSoul without writing crazy and goofy stories? Or who is MetalSoul without the few lads who enjoy the silly stuff I make? I'll still continue, it is just gonna be as slow as the 90s' internet ^^;
          
          Thanks to everyone who is still supporting me out there,
          MetalSoulVII

Wsp MetalSoul VII are you still writing that story I think it was called Guilt haunts more than ghosts because it’s literally so good I read it yesterday

Hey MetalSoul7!!
          
          I want to tell ya that your short film has been in delay since last post I made. It's because I took a long vacation (Without warning) outside of my country, so without my computer. Sorry for this delay.
          
          We are gonna try to do something quickly and do my best with your story.
          
          ¿Do you have any social media like Discord for more private updates?
          
          Thanks.
          
          - ExoFrameFilms
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

Today is my 23rd anniversary;
          23 years ago I was born, 16 years ago I lost a parent and a sister, 12 years ago I lost my joy, and 7 years ago I ruined myself and became a shame to everyone.
          
          Or that's how I always thought, I never really looked at myself as anything more than a pitiful female who couldn't do the simplest things, let alone making a friend, a real friend. That was before I realized that I had something to live for, I wanted to live to achieve something as simple as making something readers enjoy, and from the age of 15 til now I am still trying.
          
          So since today's my birthday, I wanted to thank every reader, no matter how few there are, for showing satisfaction reading something a non-English speaker made, and I will always be writing until I make what every fanfiction reader around finds joy while reading it.
          
          Thank you all
          - MetalSoulVII

Just a heads up, Im still working on new stuff, and I might try to do all chapters and release finished projects, cuz when you publish unfinished ones you become at a loss at how you would continue it, or that's just to me ?
          
          Anyhow, Ill still be doing this writing, I didn't let it and I wont let it go.

Hey MetalSoul!
          Here's some updates about your Short Film:
          
          - The pre-production has just begun. Which is the part of planning the movie.
          - It will not be in the form of a chipmunk, but in human form. 
          - I won't be able to add all the events of your story, but I will add more to enrich the story. (Other moments that don't appear in your story)
          
          Good days/nights!
          -ExoFrameProductions 
          
          
          
          
          

You ok?

"The nightmares never ended, I still feel like I'm having a wildfire burning inside my heart, and it might be a matter of time before I fall apart. I can't even tell anyone about what I am going through, for spilling the beans about it means the loss of my family and friends. Until I figure something out... Nobody should know...
          That I led to the death of Alvin..."
          
          - When Guilt Haunts Worse Than Ghosts "Dawn Is Not Far"

"They are well rested now they know I am not mad at them, the guilt is no longer there. What now? Will knowing who led to my end satisfy me? Is there anything to satisfy me now? What was I even hoping for? Was what I wished for when I was alive worth it? Did my existence matter? Does it matter now?"
          
          When Guilt Haunts Worse than Ghosts - "Overwhelmed"