Ngl, thinking back I’ve missed a lot of opportunities to actually be able to write something either cuz I was procrastinating, schoolwork kept hounding me, or I thought my ideas weren’t good at all or were too disorganized and I really did not like that.
Now I see updates of stories I’ve liked getting updated less and less, authors I’ve followed going on hiatuses or straight up forever leaving Wattpad left and right more and more, often cuz they reached the point of just too much work to deal with, and the fact I’m feeling like I’m approaching that same threshold when I’ve written literally nothing good is kinda disappointing to me ngl.
I don’t really know where I’m going with this, maybe cuz I’m somewhat sad with the increased leaves since I often used the authors I followed as a point of standard to reach with my own, obviously nonexistent writing.
I want to write a good story, but for some reason that’s often just cuz of me, I can’t and since I feel like I’m about to cross the point in time that often says “writing is literally impossible from now on” idk I can’t really say much other than it hella sucks lol.