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I LURVS YOU MOMMMMMMMMM

I hate listening to House of Gold by Twenty One Pilots because it makes me cry thinking about when I may lose my parents.

So I was reading a webtoon called The Four Of Them. Gaby is openly gay and Marti is presumed to be acearo. They're both friends with a completely normal and healthy platonic relationship that isn't the gay best friend stereotype and yet ALL THE FREAKING COMMENTS ARE "I DON'T THINK GABY IS GAY" AND "HE'S BI AND LOVES MARTINA" like seriously what the absolute fucking hell is wrong with these people. I'm fucking angry.

I'm so overwhelmed with happiness right now. Im getting to spend my days with family I never get to see anymore. I was so close with these people in early childhood and now that I live in Texas it's much more difficult to talk to them. I got to hug my family again and spend time with them. My aunt found out easily I was a theatre kid by how I said goodbye to everyone lol. She must've been one too haha. I'm just so overjoyed I was able to be with my cousins again, playing around in the woods and poking fun with the added addition of my step brother, talking with my grandmother, and generally being in their presence. I love them so much I couldn't stop smiling even when we left. I wanna cry honestly lmao.

God I hate myself. I really wanted to write Fosters but I started writing it too late. I'm trying to give myself more free time but due to a particular incident I may have to dedicate more time to studying rather than writing. A robotics engineer has to have an understanding of mathematics after all. I'll write when I can. I'm going to set a new schedule and post it in my update book. I created Traviz also for the purpose of free range in my stories. If I want to make any other stories set in this world I can use the same settings and bend the area to my will. I'm technically God lol. I'll post a new schedule as soon as I can. 

Chaiiinnn maiiiilll....
          
          If you were killed, I wouldn’t be at your funeral. I would be in jail for killing the person who killed you. 
          
          We are true friends. ♥️
          
          
          We ride and die together.
          
          Send this to everyone you care about, including me (if you want to. If not, no biggie)
          
          I want you to know you are an amazing friend. And here we go: once you read this letter, send this to 15 people please. (If can be me included)  
          
          Tonight, at 12 am, the person you love will realize they love you, (duh, what’s not to love?)
          
          At 1 and 2 am, be READY FOR THE SHOCK OF YOUR LIFE!!! (If you are even awake)
          
          With live, send this to 15 people. If you don’t, you will turn ugly in a year, (if that’s even possible cause’ you are FABULOUS) and good luck!!

I'm posting this on my update book. The chapter release date has been delayed due to my forever decreasing space in my schedule. It will be moved to the 29th which will give me an extra week to work on it. I hope this chapter doesn't disappoint.

Yet another ramble here so I'm just gonna state what the message is here.  
          
          Be mature or leave it alone.
          
          Look bros.
          
          Plenty of flame wars happen over the internet. A lot happen in real life. And half of them are so petty it hurts my brain. 
          
          You're going to have a ton of arguments with others throughout your life. Disagreements, political bs, physical fights break out, but what matters is HOW YOU HANDLE THINGS. Sound familiar? Yeah it should I've talked about it before. 
          
          You're gonna be really salty, people you're close with might take sides, some of them leave you behind, others will be there to say 'I told you so' (Love you too, dad), but if you handle things the right way then you're already good.
          
          If you defend yourself in a fight, you're okay.
          
          If you state your points and make an argument completely based on logic, you're okay.
          
          If you stand your ground but with an open mind, you're good.
          
          If you at least try to be level headed and logical about things then you're doing things right.
          
          If you can't then leave it alone and go on with your life.
          
          I tried that and now I'm on better terms with my ex girlfriend. 
          
          Trust me its much easier that way.
          
          

Out of total curiosity, why are you still following me? Don't you like, hate me? -Zoe

Someone please give me a prompt or something I'm begging you.