depressed;
1. (of a person) in a state of unhappiness or despondency.
2. suffering the damaging effects of a lack of demand or employment.

//I'm a sad happy person, or a happy sad person\\

Breathing gets hard to do, my lungs go black and blue
My heart breaks into two
I think that all I needs a little love, just a little love, mmm
I'm stuck in space and time and I live a lonely life
But I'm trying to survive
Without the help of just a little love, just a little love
*Little Love, James Smith*