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TW VENT SH SCARS
Just relapsed again..!!!! This sucks. This sucks. I hate my life. I wish I could die. I want to hug my mom but she might think I'm being dramatic or God knows hospitalize me again. I hope no one finds my scars. My mom would take my phone for sure and this time they're so deep I don't think I can tell her they were past scars. I had a two day fucking streak. For me, that's alot. I hate how people just go "Oh I self-harm lol" it's not funny. Everytime I self-harm I literally want to end my life. I don't think its funny at all. Every time I self-harm I hate myself more. If that's even possible. How could I do this? I also hate how much people tell me how much it hurt them when I self harm. How could I trust you into saying that I cut myself and you go "how could you do that? Don't you care how I feel? That's disregarding my feelings!" Oh really? Is it? I didn't expect this to actually be a vent but whtv ig..