Mezzie_V

A new account guys. Gosh I keep losing all of my accounts.

Hi guys it's me ciel, this is my new account since I can't open this one now because my other phones LCD broke and I can't login into this acc now

Quitting wattpad. No I don't know if I will ever be back here. But for all of the people who had been part of my journey here, to those people who have been important to me and gave me motivation and strength and love when I'm on the point that I'm so down thank you so much! I can't thank all of you enough! Thank you for the happy memories I will forever cherish it with my whole heart this was once my happy place and my comfort place but I think it's time for me to go. Farewell to all of you I will truly miss all of the updates all the story that I always read and ofc all of you. until we all talk again.

Doing my s.i.p project for research rn and no I'm not ok. 

Please I'm so tired can't wait for the weekend can finally sleep for 8 hours. I'm dyin imagine only having 3 hours of sleep, being depressed. going to school and having lots of shit that needs to be doneee like every single fuckin day like why am I in special science class again? I want to get dropped out I feel so left out but atleast I passed my quiz earlier and the worst part my room is on the third floor and guess what it's the last fuckin room and my teacher confiscated our phone's today and told us we can't bring it anymore fuck while on regular class they can do whatever they want after school I still need to walk for so long and then go home and make assignments  like somebody kill me already. 

I feel so left out. I know you promised me that you will always be there and we just talked yesterday but I just can't. Idk anymore you told me you will be busy today but then I will hear that you go to someone's party. Your not replying to my chats. Yet you replied on one of our friends. Why do I feel like you are already unfriending me. Idk I feel so lost. but I only know one thing and that is overthinking can kill you. Physically and mentally. Literally my friendless era on school this year. I just want it to end alreadyyy.

I feel so left out. I know you promised me that you will always be there and we just talked yesterday but I just can't. Idk anymore you told me you will be busy today but then I will hear that you go to someone's party. Your not replying to my chats. Yet you replied on one of our friends. Why do I feel like you are already unfriending me. Idk I feel so lost. but I only know one thing and that is overthinking can kill you. Physically and mentally. Literally my friendless era on school this year. I just want it to end alreadyyy.

@sillyshygirl23 love you too. and thank you appreciate it a lot and your an inspiration too! Sending lots of hugs.＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／

Poosay tight, poosay fresh, poosay clean Poosay tight, poosay fresh, poosay clean

If you dont like me anymore. and if you don't want me to be your friend anymore. Just tell it to me it's much easier that way. I'm used to it. I don't need your pity. why can't people just be honest at some point of their goddamn life. getting tired of it.