Dennis/Mir and Ash

Sorry I haven't talked in a while. I am fine, just taking a break from online. Yesterday I had to see !y old parents and they guilt tripped me. It was really bad. But I got to see my old brother too! He also got moved to another place. For some reason, it was arranged for me and my brother to see my old parents and Grandparents yesterday for memorial day. But the bad thing was that my parents (new ones) weren't there so it was really bad. Because my mom had to work and my mama is sick right now. So.. But its my old brothers birthday today so I'm glad I got to see him! Anyways. Its been really quiet which is sad, but oh well. ALSO! My foster moms are trying to adopt me already. And I love them a lot so I'm really happy!

Yay! I can update again for right now but it's still hard to update!

I got released yesterday! It was my birthday! And I got presents this year! I hot a crocheted vow, a few rocks, 2 books, socks, a few gift cards, and an apology letter from my bio parents. I will not be responding to that letter. But the new house is nice! Still in Connecticut, but its pretty big! 12 rooms, and 2 of them are mine!! I'm gonna decorate one for books and one Gor anime! But my parents are still really nice! I'm glad I'm not in my abusive home anymore. My parents got away without being charged (the trail already happened) and I have to !one schools but I still am in contact with my other friends I also got a phone and they said they're good with me having Wattpad. They like this support! So yay!

Daily update! My schedule is now 5 pm to 9 pm because they know y'all talk more at night. Anyways.... I'M GETTING RELEASED IN A WEEK!!!! I still had to do state testing (SBAC) today, and I have a bit of work to catch up on :(. My Fosters live in a different county, but I get a new start for highschool! I'm being kept in this middle school for the last 6 sometimes weeks of school,  but its all good! And we spent the whole day together!! I got to go outside for the first time in 6 days! And they're a really nice lesbian couple. I met their dog (our dog now ig, but that's gonna take some getting used to) and her name is penny. She's a Beatle and she's soooo cuteee! Also, they're not gonna force me to be Christian! And we went around Hartford and I got to point out all the different columns and they let me infodump about columns (my special interest) and it was great! But then I got overwhelmed and went nonverbal so we went back to the hospital. But its all good!

PAUL VERLAINE SUCKS- Whoh! Who said that?! the wind is awfully loud tady, don't ya think?
          Anyways. On a happy note. I met my new foster parents today. That seem super nice and they understand Autism. I got tested properly (which is why I wasn't talking) and got a proper audhd diagnosis. But I can't goon meds. But now I have accommodations made for me because I'm ✨Disabled✨

I cried in therapy and told the therapist everything my parents have done and shes working on getting me a psych evaluation of neurodivergence instead of just a doctor diagnosis, as well as she's getting me out of that home. And good news! I won't have to live in foster, because she has friends who take care of autistic kids! Since I'm neurodivergent, I cant be put in a normal foster system! But I'm happy because my parents were abusive!

I got transferred to another hospital that allows communication!! I even get a few hours of screen time!! So I can talk a bit each day! But I have therapy till 2:30 so that's the earliest and I only have the computer slot for 2:45 to 7:00 pm so sadly that's only when I can talk. But they say since I'm a minor, they might let me Lu in a week or two!

Please don't think I don't care for u. I do, u don't know how much. Just, a lot of stuff have been happening and I couldn't risk loosing Wattpad. I hope u come back, I'm sorry if it sounds selfish but I want u to fail

They're letting me get one message. I checked in. I attempted but I'm in the hospital now. They say I might be released in a few days. Maybe a week. I can't communicate, but. I'm alive at least.

I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you...
          
          I love you so much
          
          Please don't do anything