Meryem Mehlika

siz de bi kurtarici mi bekliyosunuz yoksa kendi hayatinizi kendiniz mi duzeltmeye calisiyosunuz kurtarici beklemek belki bencilce ama kendim duzletmeyi denedim gercekten hala daha deniyorum ama 
          
          What doesn't kill you
          Makes you wish you were dead
          Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper
          And I can't take
          One more moment of this silence
          The loneliness is haunting me
          And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up
          
          It comes in waves, I close my eyes
          Hold my breath and let it bury me
          I'm not OK and it's not alright
          Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again
          
          Who will fix me now?
          Dive in when I'm down?
          Save me from myself
          Don't let me drown
          Who will make me fight?
          Drag me out alive?
          Save me from myself
          Don't let me drown
          
          What doesn't destroy you
          Leaves you broken instead
          Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper
          And I can't take
          
          One more moment of this silence
          The loneliness is haunting me
          And the weight of the worlds getting harder to hold up
          
          It comes in waves, I close my eyes
          Hold my breath and let it bury me
          I'm not OK and it's not alright
          Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again
          
          Who will fix me now?
          Dive in when I'm down?
          Save me from myself
          Don't let me drown
          Who will make me fight?
          Drag me out alive?
          Save me from myself
          Don't let me drown
          
          'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
          'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
          'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own
          
          Who will fix me now?
          Who will fix me now?
          
          Who will fix me now?
          Dive in when I'm down?
          Save me from myself
          Don't let me drown
          
          

friends break upbfriends get married
          strangers get born strangers get buried
          trends change rumors fly through new skies
          but im right where you left me
          matches burn after the other
          pages turn and stick to each other
          wages earned and lessons learned
          but i im right where you left me
          
          help im still at the restaurant
          still sitting in a corner i haunt
          cross-legged in the dim light
          they say "What a sad sight"
          i i swear you could hear a hair pin drop
          right when i felt the moment stop
          glass shattered on the white cloth
          everybody moved on
          i i stayed there
          dust collected on my pinnedup hair
          they expected me to find somewhere
          some perspective but i sat and stared
          
          

6 ay daha yok olmaya gidiyom jdhskdhxhsmxh

buraya bisiler yazabilecegim gercegini bi tik gec farkettim uygulamaya girmemdeki sebebim tek olunca 

di mi mehlika sonucta guclu olduguma inandirabilmisim