Hi my lovely people,
I don’t know if anyone reads these posts but whatever. Just wanted to let you know that I’ve been struggling with depression lately. It’s gotten pretty bad. I’m getting help, so no need to worry, or report this post to Wattpad… but I kinda just wanted to be real and let you know where I stand. Ironically, while struggling to stay alive, I still have this very strong urge to keep writing. It’s like ”now or never” mentality, or thinking like ”I need to finish this thing, before I—-” whatever. Anyways. I am currently writing and updating both CCUB and LIH, and it is giving me some purpose and some Sense of belonging or meaning in my life, and that’s not a small thing. So Yeah, I am still here, still writing like it’s the only thing that keeps me sane. Who knew that fanfiction could be this important, a literal lifesaver? To all of you guys: I love you. Thanks for all you’ve done for me. Thanks for all the love you’ve shown to me and my fics. I’m fighting very hard now, but I’m not a quitter so there is hope. Always.