Ihate to say this but I've just lost interest in stuff I loved to do which includes kpop in general. Yes, I listen to kpop songs but it just doesn't feel the same anymore. Yes, I did listen to kpop for 6 years and it's really hard for me to say this. I've realised this when I started scrolling vids of kpop edits, it just doesn't feel exciting and fun as it did before. I want to focus on studying but kpop is just an distraction for ME, let me say that again...FOR ME NOT for you BUT ME. A lot is going on and tbh it feels like a chore to go on wattpad and text back everyone, cuz in the people start the conversation but they don't finish it. I am just tired, really tired. I just want to we quit studying and just rest and rest and sleep but I can let my parents down now, can I? Kpop helped me a lot, along with everyone who decided to stay and text me till now. I am really greatful to you Star and a few other people who doesn't talk to me anymore. Star, if you are reading this, BRO I LOVE YOU. I am going to give myself some time to just look and back and just read through stuff. I am going to give myself a day or two, I wont text back because it just drags on and on and I won't have the heart leave you amazing people. It'll hurt more than it should. ANYWAY! Bye!
