Chill Mia Chan

Yk that one time u lost someone? 
          But then you still have the feeling that u can't live without them? 
          Ya... That one part of me that I've known for 3 odd years is gone... And didn't get to say goodbye...

It's pathetic of me to whine about myself! 
          But do I mean something to someone? 

Happy New Years! 

I've questioned myself this a lot 'does someone out there need me? Love me? Looks up to me?' But now I know I won't get the answer soon, it will just come to me...

Lately been crying myself to bed knowing I have no one... But at those moments I realize I need to stay strong and that someone out there still and will have my back... 

Don't be so quick
          to throw away your life.
          No matter how disgraceful
          or embarrassing it may be,
          you need to keep struggling 
          to find your way out 
          until the very end.

Crap, I can't remember
          if I'm the good sister
          or the evil one...

No one needs me 
          No one loves me 
          No one will help me 
          No one hears me 
          No one will use me for a good machine 
          
          But still I hope that someday you'll be mine...

Добро пожаловать в мой мир! 

Hard life...:(