Hey! I didn't think I was what you call a normal teenage girl, but within the past couple months I realized that I'm not that much different. I didn't think this would happen but my life has changed because of a guy, ah guy who lie, plays with my mind. would I even be able to control myself going against without feeling beyond terrible inside . That's the thing I don't think, I fine my answer. My world is coming down around me yet I'm not running, but I know I should. I know it's not love hell I don't even know what love feels like.