💖💗Chelle💗💖

@Fountain009 Thank you soooo much

@MichelleJohn69 I'm sorry 

@Duskprincess89 thank you so much sweetie. I really appreciate it. I'm just so devastated and heartbroken. I never thought this would happen, ever. We were so FUCKING happy and very much in love. 

@LillianBogart thank you sweetie. I appreciate it so much. I'm so lost and heartbroken about this. He was my 2nd chance at love. My ex, my kids father passed away 2 years ago on my birthday ( died in his sleep from a stroke) we were so happy and in love. We just got matching rings right after my birthday (April 24th) we had to reorder his because he ordered the wrong size and the day he passed away his correct ring came in the mail. I'm going to put my ring and his ring on a necklace and wear it like that.

@mybelovedtommyinnit honestly, i havent been doing the best. ive been in and out of mental hospitals and mental health programs. im trying so hard to push through it, but i just cant. about two weeks ago i got out of a mental health program, and i already relapsed. how have you been doing? love you too mum <3

@mybelovedtommyinnit yes I do remember you. How have you been doing sweetie? I miss you as well. Thank you for writing to me. I appreciate it so much. Love you sweetheart!!❤️❤️❤️

@zombiesfanforever123 of course. 

@DirectionerMum Yeah and thanks 

@zombiesfanforever123 nevermind I read your profile. You mean unlabeled? I love you no matter what you identify as. 

@HalfsisterofPercy of course sweetheart. I don't mind at all.

@DirectionerMum that's so cool ! I do believe in horoscopes and stuff. Just not the intensity Indians believe in. I'm so happy you found someone ❤️❤️❤️

@-newangel awe thank you so much sweetie! Yes, he makes me so happy! I never thought I'd met someone after my husband passed away but I'm so freaking happy that I did. Don't know if you believe in horoscopes or anything but I'm a Taurus and my boyfriend, John is a Scorpio. Our signs are very compatible. We get along so great! I still can't believe that we met each other. Plus, he lives right down the street from me and he passes by my house everyday to go to work. Its just crazy to me. I'm so happy that I met him. I wasn't actually looking for a boyfriend but I was looking to make some friends and see where it went from there and that is how I met John. I saw his profile picture and I liked it and later on he messaged me and the rest of the night we messaged each other. Then the next day we met in person. We have been dating for 2 weeks now!!❤❤❤

@DirectionerMum that's amazing mum !! I hope he makes you happy. I'm so happy for u !! I had a crush on a guy in my class, told him and he was sweet and kind to understand why I didn't wanna date at this point of my life. We are good classmates and friends yeah. So happy for you <33

@DirectionerMum Yeah Mumma I agree with you on that. Mumma I miss you so much. I been sad and happy

@DirectionerMum yes mum we have a lot of memories from the group chat. I miss it too. I'm not in contact with anyone honestly which is pretty sad :(.
            I'm happy you aren't alone in the grieving process. I'm also not exactly alone as my whole family is grieving together but it hasn't been easy. There has been a lot of family issues but I hope it will get better later. The thing is that I'm not much of a person who shows that they are grieving to every single family member. I'm not a person who shares everything to family. It's much better if I kept it with me, tell it to god or like my best friend. He helped me a lot this year. I'm pretty happy that my best friend was there for me. My grandpa passed away on 7th dec but I really cried on 26th dec. Honestly, I felt extremely numb and I just cried, expressed only after like around 20days. 
            
            That's nice. The cut off here for grade 1 is 6. We take it till June but I still got in cuz my bday is in July. They still took me in. 
            
            It really was mum. Haha that's nice. BTS is a nice band too. And I'm happy u're still a directioner. I'm also a directioner well mainly paynette :)
            
            All the love V xx

@-newangel OMG, its so good to hear from you sweetheart! I missed talking to you. I miss the old group chat!! Had some good times in there!! You know? Im so so sorry to hear about your grandpa. Im always here if you ever want to talk. I know what you mean about how it feels surreal. My husband passed away on my birthday April 24, 2021. Almost a year but it feels just like yesterday that it happened. Im just glad my daughter is here to help me through this. We both have each other!! 
            
            My daughter is still in school also. She's in her junior year. She doesn't graduate until next year. She's a year behind because her birthday is in late september so she stared school a year later. Out here they have a cut off date when you turn 5. She didn't turn 5 untill September 27 so she had to wait until the next year. It was good hearing from you. Hope to talk to you more. Oh BTW, my daughter loves and I mean LOVES BTS!! Im still in love with ONE DIRECTION...well mainly Harry Styles!! Hehehe 
            
            Love you sweetheart
            ❤❤❤Mum

@DirectionerMum I replied with both my accs just so uk that my both accs are still there.