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Louis fucking Tomlinson
I can not put into words how much I love you, you are literally the love of my life.
I don't have a favorite out of all of the boys
I love them all equally
But Louis, Louis has always had a SPECIAL place in my heart. When looking for a relationship, I have been looking for someone who looks, acts and treats me like you do...safe to say "fuck you Louis for making it so damn hard" but again, Louis I love you so flipping much, when Liam passed ❤️
I was watching, obviously, many videos of Liam, but whenever I needed comfort, I was binge watching videos of you
You are my comfort person, I lost 1/5 of my heart 68 days ago, but you have helped me heal, am I perfectly happy, no, do I still cry a lot over Liam, yes
But have you helped me come to terms with everything, make me non-suicidal, help me get on with life, yes
Without you Louis I would not be here.. multiple times
I can NOT fucking believe you are 33, that's so crazy to me
I was only 2 when you were on x-factor, but because of this wonderful thing called technology, I feel like I've been there from the start
I still cannot believe that little boy wearing bright red suspenders and jumping around like the little fetus you were, is now gone, you are a father and a brother and a son
And even though you have been through so much fucking pain (pain I wish I could take from you) you are still strong for your fans, making sure they are okay
I am sure that everyone reading this would agree with me, you are so fucking amazing BooBear
I have literally no other words except HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON