MiddleChildPower

What's louder than gods revolver and twice as shiny?

MiddleChildPower

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lP077RitNAc&list=RDGMEMJQXQAmqrnmK1SEjY_rKBGAVM_8d1Dsklzu8&index=27
          
          "I drink to forget" I said putting out my cigartte and snatching a can from the box in front of us.
          "Drink to forget what?" He asks.
          "Everything." I say before chugging down the whole can.

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@Lockylefan I also have this short story that I never finished
            
             Mikey sat on the edge of a bridge watching the cars drive past.                                                                        It had been two years since he had heard from his brother Gerard and three years since he had last heard from his friends Frank and Ray. He didn't even know if they were dead or alive. So he sat there on the bridge watching the cars go by as he thought if he should get ran over or jump. He made his choice. Only just to decide which car to jump in front of. There was a black car coming up,no children in it by the looks of it only the driver. Ready,one,two,three, NOW. Mikey stepped out in front of the car and the driver stopped just before it hit him.                                                           "Mikey?" He looked at the driver. Shit                                                                                                                 "Gerard?" The driver got out and they were most certainly Mikey's older brother Gerard. Gerard took a step towards Mikey almost like he was a rabid animal instead of his younger brother that he hasn't seen in three years.                                                                                                                                   "Mikey?" Mikey looked down at the ground to hide that he was crying. The few cars that were on the road now drove around them not caring just wanting to get home. Gerard put a hand on his brothers cheek moving the hair out of his eyes. What had he missed when he was gone? Gerard could feel his brothers tears that mixed in with the rain.                                                                                      
            "Why?"
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MiddleChildPower

Did I just create a story out of my emotions?
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MiddleChildPower

@Lockylefan 
            After twelve cans of beer and five glasses of wine I layed back against his arm a tiny giggle escaping my lips as I looked at him with a sloppy smile on my face. He turned his head torwards me and smiled. He brushed the tiny bits of black hair out of my face and gentley kissed my forehead. I smiled and closed my eyes, even in my drunken state I knew I loved my boyfriend even during the danger days.
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MiddleChildPower

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f9Ht08fu8Cw&index=8&list=RDga94wVeFBac
          Thought we had the time, had our lives
          Now you'll never get older, older
          Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time
          Getting colder, colder
          One last word
          One last moment
          To ask you why you left me here behind
          You said you'd grow old with me
          
          
          
          How am I so fucked up that I managed to push someone away just by saying that I was gay?
          
          She promised me
          That even though 
          We fought 
          We'd always be friends
          And that someday we'd travel the world together
          And goddamit I still love her
          What the fuck is wrong with me?

Kiranacipher1

@Middlechildpowere because that's what love can do trust me I know because I still love Ashley.
            Love can make you do crazy things but even though they both hurt us we still love them because we know that we will never find anyone else like them and no matter what the heart wants what the heart wants
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MiddleChildPower

@Kiranacipher1 But why do I still love her? Even after she hurt me so much
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Kiranacipher1

@Middlechildpowere that's another thing we have in common
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TheLoneWolf-187093

Thank you for the follow!

ilieyoulie18

Supernatural?

MiddleChildPower

@ilieyoulie18 Yeah but I still like Sam the best
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ilieyoulie18

People think I should like Sam the best because that’s my name but TBH sometimes sam can be a jerk
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MiddleChildPower

@ilieyoulie18 Sam but I also like Cas the best
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MiddleChildPower

Reasons to live?

SkyeAlnamar

@Middlechildpowere People suck sometimes, I get that! But they arent a reason to take a life away no matter how insignifigant you seem!!! People can be so stupid, and insecure, and hypocritical, and...well the list goes on forever. But what about other things! What about the beauty of flowers and plants...if you died you would never get to see those again. You would never be able to breathe in the refreshing burst of fresh air. You would never again feel the security a hug provides. Nevet again taste the ice-y cool bursts of flavor from popsicles, italian ice, or ice cream in the dreadful summers, or the mind numbing cold in the winter. Never again would you experiance the graceful and delicate beauty of snowfalls. And you will find that one special connection someday...and chances is are it might not be a human one. A dog, cat, horse, plant...they are all living things. All things that will never ever betray you, or gossip, or judge and criticize. Live for the animals. Live for the plants. The wind. The rain. Live for your favorite movie.  Live for the chance you will fall asleep at night and be able to escape in the wonderful world of dreams your brain takes you to. Live for the hope you cling to. Live for the things that love you. If you died, you might still be surrounded by people. You might just be nothingness. Maybe you will only be an empty shell of yourself. Maybe eternal torment. Nobody really knows, but how horrible would it be to never again feel the refreshing splash of cool water on your tongue. What if you never fealt the releif of walking into an air conditioned home after a day in the sun. A flower just doesn't shrivel up and die on a cloudy day...does it? Because the flower lives for the refreshing rain and sunshine that soon will be to come. It doesn't live for other flowers...that would be silly. It lives for the bug conpanions that are forever loyal to it...not the bugs that hurt it. Live like a flower
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MiddleChildPower

@Kiranacipher1 But you don't even know me so how could you know if I'm awesome or not?
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