MidnightQuill011

Okay. So.
          	While I’m out here trying to survive finals and avoid turning into a pile of academic ashes,
          	I’d also like to casually mention that I have a MONSTROUS, WILD NUMBER OF DRAFTS sitting in my Wattpad like:
          	
          	|| “You started this 7 months ago—” ||
          	
          	So yeah. The guilt is real. 
          	BUT I’M TRYING. I really am.
          	I have plot bunnies hopping around in my head like they pay rent, and I’m out here juggling 7 storylines, 3 emotional breakdowns, and an addiction to coffee.
          	
          	When June hits and exams are OVER, I’m grabbing those drafts by the throat (lovingly) and GETTING. TO. WORK.
          	Until then, please manifest productivity for me. Light a candle. Pray. Send chocolate. Sacrifice a textbook to the writing gods.
          	
          	WE'RE GONNA GET THROUGH THIS.
          	One word. One chapter. One “wait where was I in this plot?” at a time.
          	
          	– Your mess of a writer who swears she’s coming back,
          	with more stories, more heartbreak, and more chaos soon.

MidnightQuill011

Okay. So.
          While I’m out here trying to survive finals and avoid turning into a pile of academic ashes,
          I’d also like to casually mention that I have a MONSTROUS, WILD NUMBER OF DRAFTS sitting in my Wattpad like:
          
          || “You started this 7 months ago—” ||
          
          So yeah. The guilt is real. 
          BUT I’M TRYING. I really am.
          I have plot bunnies hopping around in my head like they pay rent, and I’m out here juggling 7 storylines, 3 emotional breakdowns, and an addiction to coffee.
          
          When June hits and exams are OVER, I’m grabbing those drafts by the throat (lovingly) and GETTING. TO. WORK.
          Until then, please manifest productivity for me. Light a candle. Pray. Send chocolate. Sacrifice a textbook to the writing gods.
          
          WE'RE GONNA GET THROUGH THIS.
          One word. One chapter. One “wait where was I in this plot?” at a time.
          
          – Your mess of a writer who swears she’s coming back,
          with more stories, more heartbreak, and more chaos soon.

MidnightQuill011

Hulloo, it's me.
          The writer who vanished off the face of Wattpad like Warner’s emotional availability in book one.
          
          NO, I DIDN'T DIE.
          Yes, I’m still writing.
          But right now? I’m drowning in the deadly whirlpool that is FINAL EXAMS IN TWO WEEKS.
          So currently, I’m running on approximately 3 hours of sleep, a metric ton of coffee, and sheer academic panic.
          
          If you hear soft screaming in the distance… that’s me, trying to memorize 87 chapters in one sitting with only iced coffee and misplaced optimism.
          
          But HERE'S THE TEA:
          JUNE = FREEDOM.
          JUNE = UPDATES.
          JUNE = THE RETURN OF THE GIRL WHO SURVIVED FINALS AND A MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN THE SAME WEEK.
          
          So if you’re missing the plot twists, the heartbreak, the characters I keep emotionally damaging for no reason — don’t worry.
          I’LL BE BACK.
          Caffeinated. Sleep-deprived. Emotionally unstable. BUT BACK.
          
          And oh—if anyone wants to fight me for loving Juliette Ferrars and calling her one of the most beautifully written messes of our generation.. message me on my message board. We can brawl there. Lovingly. Respectfully.
          
          Anyway—hang tight. Don’t unfollow me. Don’t start thinking I abandoned you.
          I’m just busy fighting for my life in a war I didn’t enlist for (a.k.a school).
          But once that final bell rings, I’m coming back like I never left.
          
          – Yours in coffee, chaos, and cracked mascara from crying over academic textbooks,
          Shanza

MidnightQuill011

Hey, everyone. I hate writing this, but I need to be honest with you all.
          
          Life has been… hell. School is suffocating me, the pressure of being the eldest is crushing, and people? They’ve been straight-up horrible. Too many expectations, too much stress, and no room to just breathe. Writing is the one thing that makes me happy, but I don’t even have time for it, and that’s breaking me even more.
          
          Lately, I feel like I’m constantly on the verge of tears. The smallest things set me off because I’m already drowning, and one tiny push is all it takes for me to break. I hate feeling like this. I hate not being able to write. And I hate that I’m even making this post instead of giving you an update. But I physically and mentally can’t right now.
          
          So, yeah. Updates are on hold. I don’t know for how long, but I promise I’ll be back when I’m ready. Until then, please be patient with me. I appreciate every single one of you who supports me, and I hope you understand.
          
          Take care of yourselves. I’ll try to do the same.
          
          – Shanza

Accio_Supertuna_

@MidnightQuill011 It's okay, We are proud of you 
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MidnightQuill011

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@Accio_Supertuna_ aww, thank you so much. In my case, IM the topper and I'm expected to get good grades every time and when I don't, it's just hell. And they think I get them effortlessly. Like, no? I worked hard for this shit.
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MidnightQuill011

BREAKING NEWS: I HAVE RISEN FROM THE DEAD. 
          
          Yes, you read that right. I. AM. BACK. After one whole month of being MIA, I have finally updated. And no one, I repeat, NO ONE, is more relieved than me.
          
          You DO NOT understand the pain I was in. Writing isn’t just some hobby for me—it’s my soul on a page. It’s how I breathe. It’s how I exist. I write when I’m falling in love, and I write when I’m falling apart—and right now? Both. (We don’t talk about that.)
          
          But for the past month? I couldn’t write. I was suffocating. Actually going insane. Every day, I could feel my talent just rotting away while I was stuck in the never-ending hell of school. My weekends were supposed to be sacred writing time, but instead? I was being held hostage by history projects, geography assignments, and science practicals that I honestly DON'T care about. Who needs to know the range of a magnet when I have a perfectly good existential crisis to focus on?
          
          And the worst part? People don’t take writing seriously. They see it as "just a hobby." EXCUSE ME? This isn’t just a hobby—this is my everything. My mind is basically a chaotic mix of characters screaming, plotlines unfolding, and dialogue forming at 3 AM, and when I don’t write? It’s like all of that is trapped inside me, begging to be let out.
          
          So yeah, I’ve been struggling. I’ve felt like I was losing myself, like I wasn’t me anymore. But today? I said screw it to my maths homework (which is still very much pending), and I WROTE. And it felt so damn good.
          
          To my patient, beautiful, amazing readers (yes, all five of you):
          
          - I love you. Seriously.
          - I’m sorry for disappearing. I was fighting for my life out here.
          - I AM BACK, AND I AM NOT STOPPING.
          
          So go, read, enjoy, scream at me in the comments—I don’t care, as long as you know that I fought tooth and nail to get this update out. And if school tries to snatch me away again? Tell it to square up.
          
          ~Shaz (the unhinged author who survived academic warfare but not her own feelings)

MidnightQuill011

@r0manticize_ aww, thanks! I'm glad to have someone who understands  
            And you also keep your mind working, it's great that you got the time to work on one of your old books.
            With love,
            Shaz
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r0manticize_

@MidnightQuill011 
            I completely understand you Shaz oh my goodness. I haven't been able to sit down and actually write on my weekends in forever. I'm so glad you're back, your writing is absolutely perfect and isn't just a hobby. It's everything to you, and to me! I was also able to start working on one of my super old books. Glad to have you back!! Keep your mind working, but don't burn yourself out.
            
            With so much love, Crystal 
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LekhikaNeeti

@MidnightQuill011 thank you so much for considering 
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LekhikaNeeti

Hey! I don’t know if you are accepting reading requests or not, but it would be great if you could give my story and chance. Feel free to vote if you enjoy reading it, and do not forget to comment your thoughts and reviews on it. Thank you for your time. I apologise for the inconvenience.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389263370?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=Lotsoflove8
          
          

MidnightQuill011

@Lotsoflove8 Well, I don't normally take requests, nor do I mind them, so it's completely fine. I'll try and have a look at your story if I can. I don't even have the time to write these days, but I'll try.
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RheaScribes

Hey! Up for V4V and F4F? Btw, I am Jude. 

MidnightQuill011

@RheaScribes Fate's Broken Promise, please
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RheaScribes

@RheaScribes what book should I vote for?
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venusmclfoy

hi !!! if ur interested in a Harry Potter’s twin sister x Draco Malfoy fanfic please check my story out :) and sameeee i saw ur profile im such a huge potterhead haha i love the franchise so much!! :)

MidnightQuill011

@venusmclfoy nppp, and yeah, having Wattpad is a plus side <3
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venusmclfoy

stop you made my day ur so sweet this means a lot !! yes i will check it out i love supporting one another <3 YES I WILL FOREVER LOVE THE FRANCHISE AHHH its toooo gooooood ive always wanted friends who loves the series irl but i had one </3 but heyy at least i have wattpad ;) 
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MidnightQuill011

@venusmclfoy hi! I've actually been looking for a story with such a trope, and I'll check it out for sure, been trying to get into a good wattpad book for a few days but couldn't find any. And if u want, u can read my book, Fate's Broken Promise, it's a Harry Potter fanfiction too. And yeah, I love the franchise too, I'm a BIG Potterhead, and will be forever :))
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MidnightQuill011

OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG—
          
          1K READS ON FATE’S BROKEN PROMISE?!?!?!?!?!?
          
          I WAS JUST MINDING MY BUSINESS, OPENED WATTPAD, AND BOOM—MY JAW? ON THE FLOOR. MY COFFEE? ALMOST SPAT IT OUT. MY HEART? PROBABLY SKIPPED A FEW BEATS. I DIDN’T THINK IT WOULD GET HERE THIS FAST. I’M IN SHOCK. I’M IN LOVE. I’M HAVING A MOMENT.
          
          TYSMMMMM TO EVERYONE WHO READ, COMMENTED, AND LITERALLY JUST EXISTED IN MY BOOK'S UNHINGED, CURSED LITTLE WORLD. Y'ALL ARE THE REAL ONES. ✨
          
          OKAY BYE, I’M GONNA GO CRY AND STARE AT THE SCREEN SOME MORE. 

winniehoneybee

one of them is yours truly. Love the story!! ❤️❤️
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MidnightQuill011

Just a random poem I wrote which I wanted to share with everyone since it's real:
          The greatest lie a writer tells,
          Is that their words are born from spells.
          For every tale they twist and bend,
          Is pain they cannot quite defend.
          
          That child crying in the dead of night,
          Is me, alone without a light.
          The hands that bruise, the voices sharp,
          Are mine, carved deep within the dark.
          
          The tears that fall in silence, still,
          Are mine, as time refuses to heal.
          The broken soul, the shattered heart,
          Are pieces torn, worlds pulled apart.
          
          I write of pain I cannot name,
          Of ghosts that haunt me, just the same.
          The bruises on my skin you see,
          Are memories locked, too raw to flee.
          
          Each word I write is born of fear,
          A scream too soft for you to hear.
          The love I crave, the love I lost,
          Is buried deep, no matter cost.
          
          So when you read, don't turn away,
          Know that the child inside will stay.
          The words I write, the ache you feel,
          Are wounds I bleed but can't reveal.
          
          In every line, a part of me,
          A fractured soul you’ll never see.
          The pain I mask, the truth I keep,
          Is mine alone, buried so deep.

MidnightQuill011

(OLD ANNOUNCEMENT)
          
          Alright, I’ve done it. Drum roll, please… After much internal debate, I've decided to change the name of my fanfiction from Secrets of the Forgotten Heir to… Fates Broken Promise.
          
          Yes, yes, I'm aware that I'm the human version of "indecisive." 
          
          Before you start throwing tomatoes, hear me out: I’ve got this really important reason behind it—okay, maybe not that important, but I’m feeling it, okay?Anyway, it's official now, and that’s all that matters!
          
          I know, I know, I’m that person who can’t decide on anything, but hey, if there’s a title that feels right, it’s this one. So, if you’ve been following along, just update your bookmarks and remember, we’re still here for the wild ride, and I’m 100% not regretting this (yet).
          
          Anyway, enjoy the chaos. And please, no tomato-throwing... or if you must, throw some glitter instead. 
          
          Thanks for sticking with me through the rollercoaster of indecision!
          
          Yours indecisively,
          ~Shaz