Hello, Pup(s)!
It's TJ, or well Taylar-Jane now, I've had a bit of a name change. I'll explain what's going on now.
As my followers, many of you I have gained from my popular transformers series that I have unpublished for this very idea. I am very happy to have you all still be around, and I deeply apologize for not being active at all while giving empty promises. Promises I struggled to keep for many years because of all of my own unprocessed and unhealed trauma/experiences.
I believe the last time I was truly active consistently was roughly the fall of 2017, the year following was the hardest I've gone through thus far. In the summer of 2018, my grandmother; my greatest supporter passed away from cancer. She was the very reason I started this account and did what I did, she fueled my passion and helped me with everything. Providing endless ideas and so much more. Ever since then my account was lost to time and grief, I struggled with writing and the passion was gone, I did try. I cannot begin to tell you how many drafts I have for the stories that never made it any further. I was grieving my grandma and myself that year, the years after weren't any easier. I went down to lows I never thought I would but with the help of my foster family I was pulled out of that hole before I dug any deeper.
Now here I am, in 2022 as a full adult at the age of 20. I've spent the last three years in therapy and just learning how to be a person again outside of family. In that time I realized today that I need to change my account around. I am no longer the same person I was at 15. I need to make this account my own again so I can finally move on.
So this is what I am doing, I will be making many changes within the next couple of days. In the meantime I wanted to thank everyone and provide a heads up, I am very excited to start creating content again as the person I am today.
Here's to change. I love you all - Always <3
- TJ (Formerly MidnightRosePax)
