Midnight_160

..how do you regain motivation to write fics again?? :")

pheonix3980

It comes and goes or do something else for a bit then write 
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Midnight_160

Heyo, it's been a while. Time flies by fast; I haven't updated anything in a while, life's been a momentary setback, and I don't know when my motivation to write, comes back. I continue to appreciate your reads and votes on my books. Thank you very much
          I hope that by the time I come back with more vigor, everyone in this journey with me is still there to welcome me with open arms.
          
          Until then, this account will only observe and be an overseer, a Reader if you will, see you all next time.

Midnight_160

I survived, at what cost? None. 
          
          Anyways imma be a bit active in ao3 for a little while since I got a story ongoing there. If ya want to visit name's Minty_Phoenix160
          The oneshots book is also cross posted there so yeah. 
          
          Stay tuned in for any updates about the other books. 

Midnight_160

Death is an ongoing road full of empty holes that lead to nowhere. Where the signs cannot follow. Where the light does not shine. 
          
          Anyways, I'll go die. Math oral recitations are the worst. I'm going into battle, soldiers. Please surround my coffin with pretty spider lilies and white lilies of valley, thank you. 

Midnight_160

So anyways, I really hate myself for the fact that I am very anxious that I might fail my exams but also procrastinate and be burnt out from just existing then I become anxious for existing thinking I have no purpose in life as I have no direction nor goals to follow then follow up a mid-life existential crisis and just lay on the ground for the earth to swallow me whole then feel anxious again and start self-deprecation and loathing for not studying and getting my life together then stare at my dusty drafts on this website before the cycle starts again.

Midnight_160

Nightbringer's literally testing my tea etiquette skills which are practically none-existent. I'm still not over the fact that they're subtly(verry obviously) pointing out the fact that Solomon is the worst person that can ever cook for you, the emphasization floors me so much XD