Miess94

Remember me >A<
          	
          	I want to inform you guys about my resent absence. Wanted to write down my thoughts as I don't do enough. Journals never really worked for me, cuz I want people to read/hear my thoughts and I don't want to write my struggles down and no one will even know I struggled so much. 
          	
          	The past 2-3 years I havent been writing, like anything at all, because I lost all motivation for some reason I cannot grasp nor explain. I've been busy discovering myself and focussing on my job and even began a new study course. 
          	
          	I haven't gave up on writing, cuz for me writing is a way to get my dreams out of my head and on paper for anyone to read. I did enjoy writing and I really hope to get motivated again to finish stories (even if they're the short stories of my random weird dreams).
          	
          	I noticed I enjoyed the proces of coming up with an stories rather than finishing them without me being happy with them. I enjoy creating characters and make backstories for them, how they look and eventually even draw them so everyone can take a look into my head and how I am imaging them (at least for the bigger stories, I want to be satisfied with them, cuz the characters I created for those stories are my babies and I want them to be really thought out. The celeberties not included ofcourse xD).
          	
          	Lately I haven't been dreaming at all, so I wasn't able to write new stories. Also I haven't looked on this site for the 2-3 years I was absent and got confused as I saw two of my stories (the main fanfiction of JB and my random dreams) were ranked. I was, to say the least, just baffled that they even got ranked. I got so happy they were voted on and got a ranking, I got a bit of motivation back to write again.
          	
          	Because of that I just took a look at notes I made from dreams I dreamt years ago. I still need to write them out in full standalones, but I forgot what the dreams were about, so I struggle to make them work. I hope to upload them as soon as I feel motivated again to write :3

Miess94

Remember me >A<
          
          I want to inform you guys about my resent absence. Wanted to write down my thoughts as I don't do enough. Journals never really worked for me, cuz I want people to read/hear my thoughts and I don't want to write my struggles down and no one will even know I struggled so much. 
          
          The past 2-3 years I havent been writing, like anything at all, because I lost all motivation for some reason I cannot grasp nor explain. I've been busy discovering myself and focussing on my job and even began a new study course. 
          
          I haven't gave up on writing, cuz for me writing is a way to get my dreams out of my head and on paper for anyone to read. I did enjoy writing and I really hope to get motivated again to finish stories (even if they're the short stories of my random weird dreams).
          
          I noticed I enjoyed the proces of coming up with an stories rather than finishing them without me being happy with them. I enjoy creating characters and make backstories for them, how they look and eventually even draw them so everyone can take a look into my head and how I am imaging them (at least for the bigger stories, I want to be satisfied with them, cuz the characters I created for those stories are my babies and I want them to be really thought out. The celeberties not included ofcourse xD).
          
          Lately I haven't been dreaming at all, so I wasn't able to write new stories. Also I haven't looked on this site for the 2-3 years I was absent and got confused as I saw two of my stories (the main fanfiction of JB and my random dreams) were ranked. I was, to say the least, just baffled that they even got ranked. I got so happy they were voted on and got a ranking, I got a bit of motivation back to write again.
          
          Because of that I just took a look at notes I made from dreams I dreamt years ago. I still need to write them out in full standalones, but I forgot what the dreams were about, so I struggle to make them work. I hope to upload them as soon as I feel motivated again to write :3

Miess94

Little update! yay! Wonder whose gonna read this at all eh eh eh...
          
          First of all: the Got7/Jb fanfic coming along nicely. People are reading it, so I'm happy. I wish it got a little more reads, likes and comments tho, but hey, one day it'll be as popular as all those other fanfics about Got7/JB ^^" (I hope >3<)
          
          Decided to start a new fanfiction, cuz I can't finish a damn story at once >A< I was planning this fanfiction a while ago, when I became a fan of the Spanish motogp rider Marc Marquez, and now the new season of the motogp has started again so I got a ton of  inspiration for a new story (It was originally a dream again as always xD).
          
          I also have a fanfiction about a Spanish soccer player, wich I want to upload as well (When I'm done translating it to English, cuz it's still sitting there in Dutch ^^").
          
          Did I mentioned I have a thing with Spain? x'D
          
          Also, still have to work out all my dreams... Got so many (weird) dreams lately... 
          
          So many things to do aaah >A<