BrandonH99

Wattpad been giving me problems again. Video format keeps crashing, my mobile version won't let me access my stories. I don't know what to do. It's interfering with the creative flow I've had. Almost done with the Kreva chapter featuring Ayumi Hamasaki, been working on it for three days now.

Been a week dealing with the personal crisis. Cousin of mine got discharged yesterday so we're hoping to visit her to see if she's okay. She gave my family quite a scare but I'm happy she's getting the treatment she needs. 
          
          I've got into Hetalia during the past week and I now understand why fans like the show a lot. Heard about this show from a friend from highschool. I wanted to write my own in honor of my heritage. Might be a short fun story to write. Been writing the next Naruto Sannin chapter with the genin team heading to Kusagakure. 
          
          I've taken time off from Wattpad to recollect my mind and think of fresh new ideas. I got some outside of this app that I want to write. Thank you for being patient with me.

Sorry about the lack uploading but a lot is happening in my personal life that I need to take time off. It's a family emergency and I have to spend time away from home. It hasn't been easy to freely write but I would like to come back.

Hey there I'm back. Took a little sabbatical from writing to refresh my mind and break the routine I placed myself in. I was losing myself in work and I couldn't write one story, I was that demotivated. 
          
          I'm going to keep it small so I can manage better. I've been reading new manga and watching new anime to have fun. The tough part in this little break was not going to work mode. It was tempting but I decided to leave the computer alone. It was kind of stupid of me to worry about the little things. 
          
          For now I'll return to the anime chapters now that I'm recharged. If I get overwhelmed again, I'll take at least three days off and return when I feel inspired. I've learned to value rest and that it's okay to not write for a day. I'm gonna do that from now on. 

Thank you for patient for me. Growth sometimes means letting go of things you can't control. Ironically I was behaving like Yifan in my NCT story. I was producing so much that I forgot to step back and enjoy life. Chaos was becoming the norm that I drained myself out. I almost questioned my own hobby and that scared me. 
          
          I'm going to be writer new things for this year, this time as a professional story.  Maybe this is the sign that I need to move forward, doesn't mean I won't stop writing fanfic but q change in priority for this year. I learned all that I could, it's time to put it into practice. I don't know what this year will have for me, but I'm confident my writing will speak for itself.
          
          I want to be a voice for other kids like me, Autistic and learning to overcome the challenges society puts on us. We are not slow, we are intelligent, we are not quiet, we are introverted. It took me many years to properly accept myself and many live their life, struggling to fit in, struggling to love who they are. I hope to be they inspiration that Autism isn't a limitation, but apart of what makes us special. 

I'm feeling better now that I'm more relaxed. It's been a pretty stressful experience with my personal life and thinking about health. It's getting to the point where writing stories here don't feel so fulfilling. I've written some personal stories on Word, original not fanfiction just to build my resume. 
          
          I'm going to change my approach to writing this year. Don't wanna be so fickle with my inspiration anymore.

Hey there, I hope you're doing well, it's been a good while since I updated, been thinking a lot where to go from here. I plan to fine another freelance work soon, don't know when, but I hope soon. Lately it feels like I'm writing random things. I feel a bit lost of what to right and I feel myself struggling to come up with a new story. Part of the realization required me to let go of some stories.
          
          I realize now I don't have to do ALL of the groups in Kpop. I've been stretching myself thin for coming up a story for every group. Some of my popular ones look still imcomplete. Writing Yifan's story was fun that it brought memories I didn't know I missed. I miss those simple days when it was just NCT, SKZ, and Super Junior. Instead of writing so many of them, I want to write on the more well-known groups that I have followed, like EXO. I may even write some 3rd gen again.

Instead of just doing the gangs I want to develop a third faction that is opposes the rise of jokpoks. They act as a crime fighting vigilante fighting force to balance the power of strength which I made them too op. I should have develop this first before jumping in. I'll see which characters could be hired into this vigilante groups, still need a name first.

I've started writing Gundam 0079 since I watched the whole anime. It was good, really good and Amuro was so badass the way he handled the Zakus and Char was the perfect villain. 
          
          I also saw Battleship Yamato/Star Blazers and currently watching season 2 at the moment. I've been getting into old school anime this past month. 

Gonna try to write some Suju + Stray Kids chapters again to fill the chapter lineup. As long as under the 120 limit I should be able to write. I thought writing a sequel book for EXO since I miss that group so much and they came back.