Miguel owns me 🤞😍

I need help finding this, The umbrella academy story. I read it before and I never took it off my library or put it in my archive it’s just gone  and I can’t remember the name but the cover was a red cup with a straw in it and the story was basically five was sent to kill you but then he lowkey fell for you and you and him became fuck buddys lmao but the plot was really good and the writer had such a way with words trust ✊ anyways someone please help me find it I tried and failed so now I’m on here  but anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk if u know the story im talking about or come across please lmk. Much love