Fae

Hey mika, i had to switch my account so please follow me on here when you can

Everyone needs to read Sleeves by @namelessbanana  Im crying, best book I have read in a while!

Hey, its been a while

I really fucking hate myself, woohoo

IM SO HYYPERRR CAUSE I ATE A LOT OF SUGGARRR. help, my stomach hurts -_-

My parents made me eat dinner and I feel like crying, guilt is puddling in my stomach along with my food. I hate that I know how many calories are in a single grape or how many pounds I gain after eating a Pop Tart. The words "fat" keep piling in my head and I cant make it stop. I hate myself and everything in me right now and nothing can change it.

This body of mine is a prison that the guards think that they own, I can't walk out the door without my body being vandalized by words and hands of oncoming strangers like how a artist covers a canvas. I'm so tired of being shown to the world like a portrait. When does this body become my own, when am I allowed to take control. Maybe it's that time, maybe it's time to eat what I want and wear what I want. For once, I should be able to wear a little dress and not be called a hoe or being told that I asked to get followed down the street on my way to my family's home. Then again there are times that even my own family is against me, shouting out about how skinny I am and how I should eat more or that I need to skip dinner and start a diet. I'm done with these standards, I'm going to make my own rules from this point on. If you don't like it, don't look at it

Thinking about making a book of all my old writing from my journal, any opinions?

I can't continue my books cause the site won't let me in from my old account ;-;

Depression is a scared lil bitch UwU