Guys have you ever, experience when having talking to your dad that you never close to you or talk too much like father and daughter thingy, and he said something where it hits a spot that's too close to my comfort. He keeps talking and I smile crying and I said "yeah" "I'm used to it" and laugh things off and you expected for comfort/support you always wanted and then he just advice you about that stuff to be strong. Yeah, totally do my best to be strong, and I felt embarrassed crying in front of him like an idiot. I'm so stupid in hoping I could get a hug, and I just self hug yay.