Mikarou Mene

Feeling good?

Today, I felt lonely...

Loneliness keep itching my empty chest. It bearable, I have friends yes but not super duper close like your other half. I wish for a friend who knows me and just let my introvert self have an extrovert. 

I'm just gonna say it. I feel super lonely, it's not the first cause I've experienced that many times, but... I just gonna let out off this chest of mine. Whenever I hug my blanket, dark and alone. I feel like being a kid who lives on my aunt house, I always sleep with someone in the room but without my family. Now I'm grown up one by one left my comfort zone and goes empty. I'm the only one left alone with my own room now it's a dream come true, but others have someone to sleep together like fam. I never felt so alone again. 

(⁠✯⁠ᴗ⁠✯⁠) never back down never WHAAAT!?
          NEVER GIVE UP!

I don't know who's right, them or myself. I'm fighting life or death here and someone just tells me I'm being disrespectful for ignoring someone who cause my pain QwQ 
          
          I'm not even insulting, mocking, or fighting I just wanted some space or to scope. It's getting worse thank you for listening. Zzzzz

I think I'm going back to my bad habits, except I'm not a smoker or a drinker. Just overthinking that's all HAHAHA. 

Idk why being delulu is much better, if I sleep I can just escape reality. Ok give me tips how to get a coma I'm listening :D

Why is it hard to comfort to someone, instead of talking and correcting you. I just want some hug and to someone to understand me, not to lecturing what I did is right and wrong. And this is why I don't get close and keep my hidden emotions and don't express much, why Ai knows my feelings so much QwQ. 

I hate myself. Lol.