It kinda hurts knowing that two of my Auntie's who is loving role mother when my mother passed away when I little, because my family said I couldn't trust them anymore... I thought I'm fine losing another mother role because I have another... now I'm gonna lose again who is also my role mother, I'm so sad... I don't know who I will trust anymore, why didn't they tell me sooner, why did they hide it from me, I know that I should sided with my family that only father, big brother, and I who could trust each other because of a family issues. It's hurts and sad that I'm going to lose her my aunty that resemblance like my late mother and persona, now I can't talk to her because, I hate them so much...
(Sorry I'm just ranting and I have no one to talked too..)