It's so sad that we couldn't hold our childhood, what shaped us into what we are today and the memories we felt back then. I wish I could keep the emotions in a jar and put it somewhere safe, close to my heart. I am so scared to be on wattpad, it feels like every time I am back, I see a part of my heart is gone... Those books, those words are emotions to me, and it kills me a little every time a part of it goes missing. Today I was back to Check on the forbidden by Dante Cullen. I loved that book very much. And back in 2019 I was just a little kid, who loved that book and promised myself that someday I'll buy that book for myself. Turns out they don't sell them anymore, I wouldn't find it even if they did, I just don't live in that part of the world... It's just sad not being able to keep promises.. whoever made this far, please give me a hug, I hope we find all the happiness in the world.