smolgremlin

ty so much for voting and reading my story please do continue to read and support ❤❤❤

Happy new year ♥️

I'm so done with my pregnancy that I'm only crying all day TT. She hurts me so much, I'm tired as hell, I'm so angry at the people around me, I don't get much sleep and I'm so fucking frustrated. Since one week I wake up every night at 2 am and can't sleep again till 6 am. I tried to stay up longer but even then I wake up at 2. My husband has no idea how hard this is. I need to wake him up every morning and this morning was really hard for me because I only slept 3 hours and I only wanted to sleep but he made the lights on the whole time and is so noisy that I can't sleep. When he was searching the milk in the refrigerator today and was too blind to find it, my nerves were really at the end and I yelled at him that I wanted to sleep. He yelled at me too and said "that's how I always feel when you wake me up" "but you need to do something but I'm home." I screamed at him and went back to bed. After it I cried a whole hour. I'm so at the end. My belly is so big like a medicine ball, it takes so long to stand up and I get so fucking lonely because my friends are fucking busy that I haven't seen them for a long time. I'm only at home and only see my husband and my mother and father in law. My husband is every weekend away to meet his friends and I'm always at home alone and get lonelier and more sad. While I'm writing this I'm still crying. I'm posting it here because I don't know who I should tell this because I feel like nobody cares. Because everyone only cares for that baby in my belly and didn't see how bad I feel. 

Ich finde deine wanna one geschichten am besten

Btw if you have good wanna one ff's in English please send it to me ^^ I really like to read in English and I have not that many time to find good ones so I would be happy if you could recommend me some ♥️

I wanted to tell you that I don't have that much time now to update my stories. I'm now pregnant in the 6. Month with a healthy girl so I will focus more on my Reallife. I try to update but please understand if I update not that often ♥️ have a nice day/night/morning ♥️

I know one time I asked my parents as they yelled at me because of my weight "would it be better if i have bullemia than being overweight?" And my mother told me "yes it would" it's still hurting till now that my parents really think that it's better to be underweight than overweight. I see people with underweight are struggling even more to become healthy again than overweight people. Because it's harder to eat more than to eat less. I hope your parents don't hurt your feeling so much ♥️ have a nice day/night/morning ♥️

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Wahhh Thank you for reading my works!!, you read like almost or everything I really acknowledged the votes and comments thank you for the support!!! I would really like to read your works too but hehehe language barrier, but still I'm so thankful *Sincere bow*

@ khyeop_marmalade  I have read it and it's really good ^^ I like the idea from Jihoon as a girl and the background story with Jinyoung is good to ^^ I'm looking forward for the next chapter ♥️