kasumi★

Dudeee wdym im actually officially graduated :0
          I am so burnt out  i just realized
          I need to actually write something bc i feel like im itching to but also? I feel like my writing has been kinda bad these days
          It feels all mumbo jumbo 
          Like im trying too hard
          But also not trying enough is making me frustrated 
          
          So maybe ill just do smth cause ive been srsly hating everything i make recently 
          :( 
          Idk i need someone to talk to probably about my stuff
          Cause i wanna get it out of my head and like actually explain it all and just stop rambling in my silly notebook cause i realized rn that it actually doesn't help me much
          Idk  i need to do smth idk
          But yea  

Now that im basically done with uni? I think yea. Ill probably maybe think about doing smth with my ninjago fic lol
          I feel like id benefit from doing a character study through it more than just doing a story? Like? Idk but thinking of it like that makes me feel a little more interesting instead of making up a plotline for plotlines sake? Since ive been struggling with it 
          Idk
          We'll see

If i cook with my capstone project, then MAYBE ill put what i wrote on here.
          Lol rewatched ddlc recently and honestly it got me trying my hand at writing poetry. So that's that this is. :)
          Not that it's super formal or anything but I think it's cool. But we shall see

Ngl im way to preoccupied w/uni for writing this stuff out consistently so we're just gonna idk drop it whenever I feel like it RAHHHH

Why is writing so hard  im out here second guessing myself bc i dont know if it sounds good

Mmm thinking of just testing out writing here since it's like low pressure and whatever, compared to like ao3
          
          Cause im sure most of the people here are dead or whatevs so maybe less stress? Ill think about updating junk later 

If i published random oneshots about my ocxcanon ninjago thing, would that be interesting?
          I have them up on ao3 but like, i dunno. Might give them another pass or something.
          
          Yes hello, i am speaking from the void lmao

Gotta do another one about Spiderverse in conjunction to the one I made in 2018. Lol Guess that’s how long I’ve been on here. Anyways you know the drill.
          As always across the spiderverse was fire and dang I love animation. Guess this is why I want to be a vis dev artist haha
          Anyways it’s beautiful and really good plot line wise, now time to wait for part 2 next year. Amazed that they’re able to do two movies in like 3-4 years. 
          Imagine the work on that? 
          That’s it don’t mind me 

I’m Still here 
          Just not writing anything on these cause I have no idea what to put on here haha also i don’t wanna leave my most recent post to be that vent anyways
           
          Been watching fruits basket the reboot. Pretty nice so far. Uh that’s all I wanted to say.
          
          Don’t think I’ll post on here as frequently as before but I do occasionally open this app and read so yea nice!

Unpublished my art book since it’s old. Also cause no one really looks at it anymore. 
          Its just gonna be for me now, to remember when I used to update it and stuff