MikuMayu

This is just a rant I've been wanting to let out for so long.
          	
          	I just realized recently that, beauty is the most powerful weapon someone may have. If you have the looks, almost everyone will be nice to you. You will be the most important person to them and they will give all their attention to you. If you are not beautiful enough in their eyes, you're nothing to them.
          	
          	Sadly, good attitude and a pure heart is not enough to be recognized and valued in this world. It is beauty that is the gold standard to other people and if you are a very good person like I mentioned above, you're practically a god. 
          	
          	Unfortunately, I am a part of those people that was not gifted with goddess like beauty. To be left alone and tossed aside just because I lack the looks is a common feeling that I encounter. My friends are all beautiful so I know the feeling of being neglected when other people are with me or the most painful one, be compared. And just because I am horrifying and not that beautiful, doesn't mean I like the guy when I talk to them. I just want someone to talk to.
          	
          	I try, yes. I try my best to look presentable but I figured out that me pushing myself to be accepted will just spiral down my will if I ended up being rejected again.
          	
          	I am tired. I have accepted that no one will really accept me for me if I am not beautiful. In a place where beauty is the only thing recognized to be accepted, I am afraid I do not fit and have no right to even breath in.
          	
          	I want to be accepted. But I do not want to push myself to the point that I look too desperate. I tried my best but I guess, like the song goes,
          	
          	"But my best wasn't good enough"
          	
          	I'm tired of being compared and tossed aside. But I guess I can't help it. I do not possess something that requires you to be accepted. I do not have what it takes to be here. Beauty really is dangerous. 
          	
          	I wish I had it. I wonder how it feels like to be beautiful?

Reiny3112

@MikuMayu no es tan bueno ser hermoso, todos te quieren por tu físico, no tienes el respeto que te mereces, no tienes amigos verdaderos, es tan falso, son pocas las cosas buenas de ser hermoso, no lo envidié.
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MikuMayu

This is just a rant I've been wanting to let out for so long.
          
          I just realized recently that, beauty is the most powerful weapon someone may have. If you have the looks, almost everyone will be nice to you. You will be the most important person to them and they will give all their attention to you. If you are not beautiful enough in their eyes, you're nothing to them.
          
          Sadly, good attitude and a pure heart is not enough to be recognized and valued in this world. It is beauty that is the gold standard to other people and if you are a very good person like I mentioned above, you're practically a god. 
          
          Unfortunately, I am a part of those people that was not gifted with goddess like beauty. To be left alone and tossed aside just because I lack the looks is a common feeling that I encounter. My friends are all beautiful so I know the feeling of being neglected when other people are with me or the most painful one, be compared. And just because I am horrifying and not that beautiful, doesn't mean I like the guy when I talk to them. I just want someone to talk to.
          
          I try, yes. I try my best to look presentable but I figured out that me pushing myself to be accepted will just spiral down my will if I ended up being rejected again.
          
          I am tired. I have accepted that no one will really accept me for me if I am not beautiful. In a place where beauty is the only thing recognized to be accepted, I am afraid I do not fit and have no right to even breath in.
          
          I want to be accepted. But I do not want to push myself to the point that I look too desperate. I tried my best but I guess, like the song goes,
          
          "But my best wasn't good enough"
          
          I'm tired of being compared and tossed aside. But I guess I can't help it. I do not possess something that requires you to be accepted. I do not have what it takes to be here. Beauty really is dangerous. 
          
          I wish I had it. I wonder how it feels like to be beautiful?

Reiny3112

@MikuMayu no es tan bueno ser hermoso, todos te quieren por tu físico, no tienes el respeto que te mereces, no tienes amigos verdaderos, es tan falso, son pocas las cosas buenas de ser hermoso, no lo envidié.
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MikuMayu

Hello Pipolets!
          
          Yeah, I know I haven't updated the book recently and I am sincerely apologizing because of that. I am just so stressed out at work and at home that I haven't really found the time or energy to do the things I usually do before.
          
          I am actually undergoing therapy for my depression and anxiety and I am having a hard time juggling work and writing so, Sakuras in Ice is gonna put on hold until I gather back my thoughts. I am also planning on rewatching the Bleach anime since I didn't know where I left off so I can continue the groove of my story.
          
          But the good news is, as a part of my ongoing therapy and mission to revive my passion for writing, I am currently writing a BNHA fanfic since that is the anime I am into right now. I am 3 chapters in including the prologue and I hopefully find the enough courage to post it.
          
          So again, sorry for the inactivity and I promise to be back as soon as I can. Thanks for the support, by the way. I love you all!
          
          Logging out,
          
          MikuMayu

AllexisBrooks

@MikuMayu take all the time you we understand
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autumnbaby30

@MikuMayu take all the time you need we'll be here hope everything goes well
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MikuMayu

This is just a rant I've been wanting to let out for so long.
          
          I just realized recently that, beauty is the most powerful weapon someone may have. If you have the looks, almost everyone will be nice to you. You will be the most important person to them and they will give all their attention to you. If you are not beautiful enough in their eyes, you're nothing to them.
          
          Sadly, good attitude and a pure heart is not enough to be recognized and valued in this world. It is beauty that is the gold standard to other people and if you are a very good person like I mentioned above, you're practically a god. 
          
          Unfortunately, I am a part of those people that was not gifted with goddess like beauty. To be left alone and tossed aside just because I lack the looks is a common feeling that I encounter. My friends are all beautiful so I know the feeling of being neglected when other people are with me or the most painful one, be compared. And just because I am horrifying and not that beautiful, doesn't mean I like the guy when I talk to them. I just want someone to talk to.
          
          I try, yes. I try my best to look presentable but I figured out that me pushing myself to be accepted will just spiral down my will if I ended up being rejected again.
          
          I am tired. I have accepted that no one will really accept me for me if I am not beautiful. In a place where beauty is the only thing recognized to be accepted, I am afraid I do not fit and have no right to even breath in.
          
          I want to be accepted. But I do not want to push myself to the point that I look too desperate. I tried my best but I guess, like the song goes,
          
          "But my best wasn't good enough"
          
          I'm tired of being compared and tossed aside. But I guess I can't help it. I do not possess something that requires you to be accepted. I do not have what it takes to be here. Beauty really is dangerous. 
          
          I wish I had it. I wonder how it feels like to be beautiful?

Melody1145

R u going to drop Sakura in Ice after u graduate? And if u r not, when r u going to update the next chapter?

MikuMayu

Thank you for supporting, by the way. 
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MikuMayu

@Melody1145 Hahaha. Well actually I came from a very long haitus in the middle of making this. Besides, I can't let my readers down now. Especially when I enjoy writing this again. 
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Melody1145

Thank God. I was asking b/c some author always decide to drop their novel b/c the r too busy with college.
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