Mila36122VentAcc

Hello everyone!!
          	I've cone here to say sorry for anything I'm going to do in the next hours, im really sorry everyone!
          	Bye friends! It was really nice meeting you everyone but this time i couldn't stay and im not sure if I'm still going to stay again, i really hope I don't honestly.
          	
          	Sorry!! 
          	
          	
          	          - sincerely, Mila.

kaatdy

@Mila36122VentAcc NONONNONONO WAIT WHAT HAPPENED WERE ALL HERE FOR YOU DD:
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TheBackrankSniper

@Mila36122VentAcc WHAT HAPPENED :[... If there is anything wrong you can always tell me, I am always here to help
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Subspacekisser

@Mila36122VentAcc MY SWEETHEART, WHAT HAPPENED??
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Mila36122VentAcc

Hello everyone!!
          I've cone here to say sorry for anything I'm going to do in the next hours, im really sorry everyone!
          Bye friends! It was really nice meeting you everyone but this time i couldn't stay and im not sure if I'm still going to stay again, i really hope I don't honestly.
          
          Sorry!! 
          
          
                    - sincerely, Mila.

kaatdy

@Mila36122VentAcc NONONNONONO WAIT WHAT HAPPENED WERE ALL HERE FOR YOU DD:
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TheBackrankSniper

@Mila36122VentAcc WHAT HAPPENED :[... If there is anything wrong you can always tell me, I am always here to help
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Subspacekisser

@Mila36122VentAcc MY SWEETHEART, WHAT HAPPENED??
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Mila36122VentAcc

To be honest i lost my interest in anything, I don't feel happy again for no reason, I'm having these voices tell me that i should kms, that im not worth anything. I want to go back when i had no worries, when the only thing i did was being happy, i want to go back

Mila36122VentAcc

I don't know if i can keep going, am i going to survive? But i have survived worst, it's nothing right? Just a small sadness nothing else it'll go away in some days and I'll be fine and everything will be fine
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Mila36122VentAcc

I honestly can't keep being the therapist friend, i just help people but when is going someone to tell me "what's going on?" "Reminder to eat and drink water" "I'm proud of you" "you're the best" "you're my best friend too" because everytime someone's my best friend im not theirs, im just another friend who's always happy and i hate when i want to yell it out loud everything that comes out is a choked scream, I can't even cry but i want to, i want to be capable of what i was capable when i was happy, i want to be happy again, why am i feeling like this? I thought it got better... What happened to me? I can't even recognize who's in the mirror Infront of me.... Who am i really?
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Mila36122VentAcc

Im scared of what im capable to do to myself
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