MiliastraMage_O

Note for myself:
          	
          	"Time traveling is basically traveling. So you should have only one body. Yet of course there are multiple "yous" in the pass present and future. But only one you can be kept in one period. Generally, you travel to the far past before you were born or the far future after you already died. However, if you travel to a time when you are still around, there will be two yous. It's not rewinding, or jumping ahead. You're a version from the future coming back or vice versa. And because of that, there will be two yous. And that disrupts the order or balance of a time, cause it to tear apart. And space and time are rarely separate."

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Note for myself:
          
          "Time traveling is basically traveling. So you should have only one body. Yet of course there are multiple "yous" in the pass present and future. But only one you can be kept in one period. Generally, you travel to the far past before you were born or the far future after you already died. However, if you travel to a time when you are still around, there will be two yous. It's not rewinding, or jumping ahead. You're a version from the future coming back or vice versa. And because of that, there will be two yous. And that disrupts the order or balance of a time, cause it to tear apart. And space and time are rarely separate."

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Okay ppl be honest but not too honest; would anyone on here even be interested in reading a Hobbit(LotR) xOC FF between a particular blond dwarf and an original character or is that just something I shouldn't cross post? I'm curious, because I don't know if anyone really reads those sorts of fics on Wattpad, or if Wattpad is even alive enough for it to circulate at all. 
          
          Also I question the literacy of society as a whole and wonder if all of my efforts are for naught. I'm still gonna keep writing and plan to post it anyway, but I'm curious to hear the thoughts of anyone active enough to actually see this message I guess `\/( • 3 • )\/` anyways, MUAH, I hope you're all having a wonderful day/afternoon/evening/night!

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Guess I'll take that as a no :')
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Got my photo with Jason Isaacs at Comicon, today, and I'm both embarrassed and happy with how it went. First I was in line, panicking over whether I would look bad for the camera because I had never had my picture taken before. Five minutes pass, then ten, then fifteen. Then, from inside the curtained booth, I hear what might have been a fairly relaxing Barry White song that, strangely enough, did actually help my nerves. Five more minutes, and people start going into the booth for photos.
          
          Well, when it's my turn, I tried to be respectful as I always do and held out a hand for a handshake when he went for a side-hug and he said, no joke, "oh, very formal," before getting the side hug for the photo. Well, I was internally screaming because I was embarrassed. Still, I felt like it went well, though I wish I could've said more than my very nervous, "thank you, have a wonderful day", and I'm happy with the photo even though my face looks very round in it roflol. 
          
          Side note, I finally got Scotty Young's signature on my personal copy of fortunately the milk! And I got a book of his daily drawings as well, which he signed for free. Aside from that, I got seven prints; three of Kingdom Hearts locations(I.E. Hallow Bastion, Twilight Town, Destiny Islands) and one original from David Lee Conley, and then three absolutely breathtaking prints from another named MuddyMelly. One is of Rengoku, and the other of Howl and Sophie, and then I got an original one of hers with the ocean and the night sky. They're all gorgeous. I love them, and I'm planning to buy two frames and swap them out with others whenever I feel like a change, but the colors are all pretty similar so they should all work together without clashing! And I got two Kingdom Hearts stickers from OneMegaWatt as well, the same person I got a lovely poster from last year. 
          
          All in all, good vibes all around, I'm exhausted and in horrible pain because fibromyalgia, but it was a productive and worthwhile day regardless :)

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Random, but i went on a date and it didn't go so well. I'm a bit bummed because I wanted it to, and disillusioned in regards to the character and integrity of the other person, of whom I had formerly assumed well of. He was very focused on money, made ill-timed and rude remarks about someone he'd previously dated as well as made note of girls who had been interested in him, sort of insulted his mother, and expressed his dislike of my home on account of it being "too cramped". The silent judgement of me after making my financial situation as well as my physical inabilities was unpleasant to say the least. There's a bunch more I could list and complain about, but I don't want to rant too much, I just wanna get it off my chest, I guess. I suppose I'm just disappointed and very miffed. 
          
          On a lighter note, I guess that's a bullet dodged. I'm glad I figured things out on the first date as opposed to being in a relationship with someone only for the mask to come off the moment you're locked into something. 
          
          For now, I think I'll probably just return to my books and my guinea pigs like the boring little hobbit I am. Life is good in my safe space, and I'm going to try and get some writing done. I hope all of you lovelies are having a wonderful day(or night), and best of luck to you in all of your endeavors!!♥︎

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@AstroViola Sorry, my reply is extremely long once again! ^<^')
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@AstroViola Rightttttt like I've been reflecting on it and I really did dodge something bad. The weird thing is, he WAS a really reasonable and pleasant guy from what I knew of him three years ago; I think he just got a good job, and having money really inflated his ego and made him unpleasant. And I do know that we as humans tend to peacock ourselves around people we want to impress in order to seem valuable, even if we often don't mean to, but I just feel that doing so through the flaunting of wealth is very tacky. It's frightening what money can do to someone's character and I'm almost glad I'm poor, lol. Almost. 
            
            In a way, humanity is easy prey to greed if you're not careful. It's quite sad and very disheartening, and very much like the part in The Little Prince where he comes across the businessman counting the stars and claiming ownership of them: he does it not because he needs them, but because it does him the good of making him rich. And the good of those stars making him rich is that he can buy even more stars, and become even richer; but truthfully, he cannot pluck the stars from the heavens like one can pluck a flower or toss a scarf around their neck, so in the end his greed and proclaimed ownership of the stars is useless anyway. I think if you have what you need and can live comfortably, then that would be enough. Or it should be, at the very least. It's sad that it usually just isn't enough for people.
            
            Also, a cheesecake date sounds so nice T∆T) that'd probably be a lot better than the IHOP he took me to, lol. My standards are still high and I'm content waiting cause I'm still very young. For now, I'm just going to keep writing my book and dream about finding a man as good as the one I'm writing roflolol XD
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Quick question for anyone who sees this, how boring, old, or contrived would it be for a female lead to have an oversized panther(which acts as a vessel of the gods to aid her in doing their will) as an animal sidekick/battle cat in a sort-of medieval european setting? Too much? Not too much? Too cheesy and not cool at all? Be honest, but nice, lol

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@my_katsukii Aight, tyvm!
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@ OctaviaMelody2000  for me, i thnk it sounds really cool and interesting. Since (talking in general) female mc's usually have small animals as sidekicks and this idea seems not bad
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