Bro I'm just waiting for my moment. I wish I could see them again. I love them so much. They're my best-est friend in the entire world. I guess I kind of miss them. And their voice. Their voice was always calming in a way that I just can't describe. I think I might be in love with them. But that would be absurd. They're my best friend. And I'm in a relationship. A somewhat healthy one. Although I'm not sure what healthy is. Maybe our friendship isn't healthy. But who cares, we sure don't. I guess I am in love with them. Maybe I shouldn't say anything until I'm 100% sure. But they make me feel so special and I always smile when they text me. Maybe we are soulmates, or maybe we're just meant to be friends. I don't think I can take having another boyfriend. At least not yet. Hopefully I'll be able to figure this out soon. Before it's too late. If I wait too long, then I might lose my chance to finally say that I love them. Hopefully not though. I think it would be too early either way. Oh well