Milofitia

Y'know how sometimes you realize you're leaving a part of your life behind? That you're just not the person you were when you started something and that you'll never be that little 12 year old kid logging onto Wattpad ever again? That the things that existed then don't anymore? That fear of failure and not fulfilling your life that had yet to appear is getting better?
          	I miss the person I was back then. So innocent, so happy all the time, writing my stories, having fun with my friends. Sometimes I wonder what happened to make me the way I am.
          	But I don't miss her. Not really. I'm only just starting life. I've already started finding myself for who I am and not who I want to be.
          	Life is weird. I'm still happy, but it's different. Happiness feels more special. Sharing a laugh with someone, getting a test result back, spending time with people I care about... It all feels so much more concrete.
          	I am the product of those around me, every book I've read, every movie I've watched, every song I listened to, every smile I've shown, every tear I've cried, every laugh, every feeling... The person I am today is not who I was once, nor who I will be for life.
          	I'm sorry for this meaningless ramble. I really just wanted to say thank you to every lovely person on here who's been there for me, be it from the very beginning or the people I've met since. I don't think Wattpad is for me anymore, but I will forever be grateful for your support. Thank you for making this former 12 year old kid's teenage years better <3

Milofitia

@KastanaTheChaotic it means so much to know that! Thank you so much. I hope you keep going in the direction you want to. Thank you so much again <3333
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KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia i want you to know you have been so vital in my life, in my creative journey. i appreciate all your sweet messages and feedback and im forever grateful. i can't make a longer message right now, ive got a dbq to do (lol), but we all support you in whatever direction you go. Thank you for being amazing, we love you❤️❤️❤️
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Milofitia

Y'know how sometimes you realize you're leaving a part of your life behind? That you're just not the person you were when you started something and that you'll never be that little 12 year old kid logging onto Wattpad ever again? That the things that existed then don't anymore? That fear of failure and not fulfilling your life that had yet to appear is getting better?
          I miss the person I was back then. So innocent, so happy all the time, writing my stories, having fun with my friends. Sometimes I wonder what happened to make me the way I am.
          But I don't miss her. Not really. I'm only just starting life. I've already started finding myself for who I am and not who I want to be.
          Life is weird. I'm still happy, but it's different. Happiness feels more special. Sharing a laugh with someone, getting a test result back, spending time with people I care about... It all feels so much more concrete.
          I am the product of those around me, every book I've read, every movie I've watched, every song I listened to, every smile I've shown, every tear I've cried, every laugh, every feeling... The person I am today is not who I was once, nor who I will be for life.
          I'm sorry for this meaningless ramble. I really just wanted to say thank you to every lovely person on here who's been there for me, be it from the very beginning or the people I've met since. I don't think Wattpad is for me anymore, but I will forever be grateful for your support. Thank you for making this former 12 year old kid's teenage years better <3

Milofitia

@KastanaTheChaotic it means so much to know that! Thank you so much. I hope you keep going in the direction you want to. Thank you so much again <3333
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KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia i want you to know you have been so vital in my life, in my creative journey. i appreciate all your sweet messages and feedback and im forever grateful. i can't make a longer message right now, ive got a dbq to do (lol), but we all support you in whatever direction you go. Thank you for being amazing, we love you❤️❤️❤️
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Milofitia

Feels so weird to think you're turning 17 tomorrow. I feel like I was 12 and just starting to write yesterday. I promise I'll try an update by the end of the month, I'm so sorry it's taking me so long. I'm getting back into writing with another work I'm not posting, but I'll be trying to get myself back into it soon.
          Have a good day y'all <3

KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia you don't need to apologize! take all the time you need, and happy early birthday!!
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Milofitia

Y'all why is Wattpad so desperate to get people to read their "spicy" stories
          I got like 3 ads in one week whilst I'm just trying to read my fluffy, angsty fanfics ;-;

KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia real and the stories aren't even good. the writing style gives colleen hoover (that's a colleen hoover diss btw)
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Milofitia

I FINALLY FINISHED MY EXAMS TODAY :DDDDD
          This means I'll be able to start putting in more work on writing and stuff. Honestly, I'll be trying my best, but it'll take a bit to get back into writing. Love you all <3

Milofitia

@ KastanaTheChaotic  thank youuuu <3
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KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia take all the time you need babe! love ya<3 (ps congrats on finishing exams)
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Milofitia

Hey everyoneeee! It's been a while, huh? It's safe to say I'm working on a ton of stuff! First of all, good news! I'm getting back into writing. I stopped writing for a bit, due to other stuff happening in my life and stress and stuff. A quick rundown is that I had my wisdom teeth removed (on Valentine's day, damn ;-;), got really busy with school, did the first show of my school's play (yesterday!), and... Read a ton of fanfiction lol. I'm putting in massive work with @Evonwasdead for the Suburban Dream comic! It includes fleshing out the world building, organizing stuff, and starting to build a Minecraft world for background references for the comic! If anyone's interested in that, we'll be basically just taking screenshots and drawing over them to keep consistency overall.
          With summer approaching and my exam week having finally passed, I can finally start to put in work to write more. Yes. I will be working by the priority of my original stories first, then "New Beginning". Meaning Soft Hearts and Strawberry Stone will be the first to be updated! To make up for the absence, y'all can tell me which you'd prefer to be updated first, and I'll try my best to do that!
          Now, I have a few more serious things to talk about. First of all is Technoblade. It's been roughly one to two years since he passed. Whilst I myself didn't post a tribute despite wanting to, I wish for his legacy to continue. o7, king.
          The second thing I wanted to talk about is... Wilbur Soot. I'm sorry it took me this long to make a statement on this, but I am in full, full support of Shelby on this. It was difficult to believe at first, but I have come to terms with the fact that one of my favorite YouTubers is, in fact, an abuser. I will NOT be removing his character from my stories, though. The Wilbur Soot portrayed in my fanfictions is the character that was played, nothing more. What he did was absolutely disgusting, but I will be keeping it in order to keep records on my writing and my style.

Milofitia

@ KastanaTheChaotic  I missed Wattpad a ton too, and getting to talk to everyone! I'll try to be a lot more active from now on <3
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KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia WE MISSED YOU! IM GLAD YOU'RE HEALTHY AND DOING WELL ILY<333
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Milofitia

Didn't have space to mention in here but I hope you all have a good day / night, hydrate yourselves and take care of yourselves <3
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Milofitia

Gosh. How long has it been since y'all last heard about me? Four, five months? Well. I just wanted to post something so you people don't think I'm dead. I'm fine, I'm doing great! I started a new school year, I picked my AP classes, and my friend group has finally fully cut off a toxic friend! My grades are doing better than ever, I'm doing much better with my own image. And I promise to y'all I'll try to update more. You can look forward to more Suburban Dream and Strawberry Stone!
          But, seriously, I want to hear about you all. I wanna hear all about how you've been doing, what stories you've been reading, which of my stories you really want me to update... Anything.

Milofitia

@ Anonymouss0325  I missed everyone here too, I got all wrapped up in my AP classes and forgot about updating because I got so tired ☠️
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KastanaTheChaotic

@Milofitia I'm happy you're doing good!! I missed you  (idk if the emoji will work)
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Milofitia

It's Sunday! :D
          You start school tomorrow. :(
          You get to see your friends every day again :DDDDD
          You get homework :(
          You get to learn stuff you actually chose :DDDD
          The crushing expectations of those around you :(