Abandoned account.

Hello.
          Uhhh... never thought I would log in to this account ever again after abandoning it, but I wanted to come back to open up and explain myself.
          
          
          My age:
          
          So, my name is Milo. Hi! Despite what I have tried to say for years now, I am a minor.
          I started this account in 2018, which would've made me 9 years old at the time (round about). I have lied about my age for years, on all of my social media accounts. I did this to enter spaces I shouldn't have been apart of. Coming back now from a more mature and gathered point of view, I realise how damaging this was for me, and how I should've never done that. Thankfully, nothing came from it that did proper damage to me, but I was still very dishonest, and puy myself in harms way without knowing any better.
          
          
          Why did I even start this account???:
          
          Before I start this, I would like to talk about my trauma, just a little bit. I grew up in an abusive household, where I witnessed my dad beating my mum and my siblings (and me, but only very little), I got verbally abused by my sister for years (we have now made up and she realised that was fucked up), and I had no support system or people to talk to.
          Which is where this account came in.
          It was my first social media account, and I made it to have some control, and have a place to actually vent for once. I was very mentally fucked at the time, and I just wanted a place to be free of my home life. This was pure escapism for me. Again, I now realise that I shouldn't have done this. I was too young to know how to be careful online, and I was too vulnerable on here (and other platforms).   1/2

Favourite part about writing smut between Vanessa and Sam is seeing just how submissive and breedable i can make him

Why was the Internet attracted to Draco Malfoy again?

I just realised that the only non t4t relationship I've been is my first ever one when I still thought I was cis (lmao imagine) lol

SOLANACEAE IS LITERALLY SO GOOD 

I just wanna do some romantic shit like cooking but I can't cook and I'm single and on the aro spectrum why is my life like this
          /j

Would be such a shame if a feral dom were to bend me over the counter and-

Some schlongs just don't look nice I'm so sorry /hj

Question:
          Is it healthy if someone were to only have one meal a day (as well as the same meal) and then feel sad and disappointed with themselves if they went over that?

I uh
          I think I'm on the asexual spectrum