Minnie💀

This weird push and pull I have with my family, this so-called 'home'- I wanna get rid of myself atp. 

The fact that no matter how much you do, your parents will never trust you. Everytime I realize this, I feel like my heart has hit the rock bottom. Yet I can't stop caring. 

Hate going home. 

So tired. 

Everyday I become more and more emotionally detached from this 'family'. I really want to die and get out of this hell hole. This place isn't even a home anymore. 
          I won't come back here next vacation. 

I want to run away. Going back to your toxic household is definitely a bad idea. I don't recommend. 

I don't wanna be here. 

I'm not good at anything at all. All I ever do is waste time. 

I just hope I make it past this year. If I don't, I probably ended up giving up. 

What am I even doing with my life.