Yo to all you bees and wasps and bugs, you're all smol and cute.
Now I'm just kinda bummed today, thoughts are unholy and teetering on the edge of self-hatred and suicide and I'm not gonna do anything, I promise that much.
I don't feel emotionally well, college is demanding but I mean I can't really blame them for a difficult course when I chose a difficult course to begin with.
Ye ol' you choose an academically challenging career and get academically challenged
I don't have anyone in college to rant to, I'm very very extroverted online but outside I'm just your average pedestrian who could care less. I'm friendly with who I meet but that's that.
I felt like writing this just because. That feeling of holding a 2L bottle of soda with 2 fingers was really hurting and I felt like keeping it somewhere, anywhere.
So I came here.
I appreciate you guys for being so nice and all and I'd hate and hate and HATE to be demanding or selfish in my request, but may I, please... Genuinely please and kindly and humbly request a kind word or two? It enrages me to even ask of something like this because it's not something I would ever do. It probably won't cure me but maybe it will cast a torchlight in the dark room I'm sitting in.
Thank you