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@imperfect_ponpon I'm trying to. I'm so sad, yet so happy. I'm sad that my friends here in Naga only use me because of my popularity and money and they've left me countless times for a petty reason. While my real friends are out of my reach. Hell, you ARE here in the Philippines but I can't even hug you for fuck's sake. I'm sad because I realized I was only being used. But I'm also happy that I still have real authentic friends. I'm sad that my friends here, even my parents want to change me, but you guys don't. I'm happy because you guys who I met in the internet and social media are the ones who accepted me for who and what I am, even if you guys don't even he he slightest idea of what I look like or what I really do from your sight. That's why I can't stop crying. But don't worry Lara. I'm gonna be fine. It's okay.