Geez, crushes make life hard, do they not? I met my crush a few days ago, got to know them well, exchanged numbers because we probably won’t see each other for a while. But. They are a heavy KPop fan. Now, I don’t know if I really explained the full reason why I actually left the BTS fandom, and I guess I can explain that in small detail here, but a ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ is nice.
So, basically, in short, my eating habits slowed down, I lost a lot of weight and just devoted myself to the fandom, learning lyrics, dances, all that good stuff, but it put me in a huge state of depression and it was best for me to leave, and I did.
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So that happened. Uh, anyway, they showed me BTS’s new music videos, ones I haven’t seen and it actually made me, just, want to dive back into this fandom because of all of the accepting people and just really because of the music. I love it. Sooo.... yeah, that happened.... uhh.... may or may not work on some fanfics here and there, we’ll see.