I don't know if anyone will read this but I'm just putting it out there anyway. I love reading and I've come across so many masterpieces that they've mostly inspired me and motivated me to write my stories the way I should be; the thing is: I can't. I used to write somewhat decent and cringeworthy stuff for improving myself, it didn't really matter to me if my writing sucked or if I wasn't original. I only wanted to write down my perspective on things and/or how I wished things for be. Now whenever I think of writing something down....I just can't. I don't know why. The words are formed into sentences in my head, all that's left is to write on a paper or type it here but I feel....traumatised. I know 'traumatised' isn't exactly the right word for this situation but the reason I use this word is because my hesitance to write is due to a complex situation that blowed out of proportion and even though its been a long time since it happened, it still affects me negatively. My head hurts just thinking about it...
Anyways I just wanna talk to someone about it, thats all. If you really read through this rant and you don't feel disturbed enough to be able to advise me on what I should do, then thank you for your patience.
