Hey, Juvy-chan, I heard something terrible happened and I feel horrible about it. My friend went through the same thing and I understand the situation. I know it's hard to lose someone you love, I know it's not easy getting back to the point where you can say I'm ok and I know it's never gonna be alright, but I do know that you can make it easier, if you talk to people about it and let your feelings out it WILL help, don't bottle up your feelings, it will hurt you more. I just want to say I love you and everyone around you loves you. You're not alone, you CAN and WILL get through this. If you don't know who to talk to, just come to me, I'll always be there if you need someone to talk to, you're gonna be ok, I love you Juvy ❤️