MindsAreLost

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You don't need me... I'm not a necessity in your life... I'm just interfering in your life now... I don't feel like I belong anymore... I feel out of place, Like I have no place at all in it... Your life is so full... There's no room for me... It's so crowded. So why would you need me? Or even want me there? Why??? It's not like I'm worth that much as a friend...  And everyone in my life is someone or is becoming someone... But me, I am nothing and will always be nothing... No one has room for nothing... I'm just there... I'm not even living, I'm just existing... And I'm barely even doing that... Why do you want someone who just barely exists? Why do you still want me there even after I hurt you so much? Why does anyone want me as their friend? Why do you want such a crappy friend? I always think that I don't need anyone... Just like no one needs me... But I do need people but who needs me? I barely maintain my friendships... So why? WHY?!?! I just don't fucking understand!!! YOU DON'T NEED ME!!! SO WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND!!! WHY!!! WHY!!! why?

MindsAreLost

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You don't need me... I'm not a necessity in your life... I'm just interfering in your life now... I don't feel like I belong anymore... I feel out of place, Like I have no place at all in it... Your life is so full... There's no room for me... It's so crowded. So why would you need me? Or even want me there? Why??? It's not like I'm worth that much as a friend...  And everyone in my life is someone or is becoming someone... But me, I am nothing and will always be nothing... No one has room for nothing... I'm just there... I'm not even living, I'm just existing... And I'm barely even doing that... Why do you want someone who just barely exists? Why do you still want me there even after I hurt you so much? Why does anyone want me as their friend? Why do you want such a crappy friend? I always think that I don't need anyone... Just like no one needs me... But I do need people but who needs me? I barely maintain my friendships... So why? WHY?!?! I just don't fucking understand!!! YOU DON'T NEED ME!!! SO WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND!!! WHY!!! WHY!!! why?

MindsAreLost

Okay so Hannah I got into a conversation about tanning and I told her about how my friend's buttcheeks had gotten sunburned in the tanning bed and she was like "What kind of skimpy swimsuit was wearing?!" And she just had this flabbergasted face and I was like "You go naked when you do the tanning bed." And she was like "Oh." With this like wide eyed kind of blank faced look. Haha. So innocent and naive. Lol. ^_^ 

MindsAreLost

So I accidentally made a pun without meaning to... So I thought I turned my laptop off but then I turned​ the lamp off and realized that the light on my laptop that shows that it's on was blinking. So I said "Are you that turned on from all the smuts I was reading that you don't want to turn off?"