Y'know let me just be emo for a sec. It's been 2 yrs well 1 year to be exact since we last talked. I just want to say thank you when you always stood up for me, comforted me at my hardest times, tho u were my ex I just can't help but still consider you my best friend. Even tho I just found out after 1-2 years I can't help but have mix feelings but for the most part I feel guilty and sad, that I didn't noticed you were the one suffering the most I'm sorry I wasn't there I'm sorry. Tho I did want to contact you bc of other reasons that you know I feel like I want to give u a hug and be ur friend again that u can lean on this time, I won't make the same mistake I promise.
(OMG SO EDGY FR FR FR NGL UGH *proceeds to use it as inspiration on fanfic drafts*