MiniSeungmooo
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In other news, people getting mad at Chan for his reply to the KOMCA credits title and misunderstanding his jokes completely then blaming him for “being unclear” is also fucking crazy
K-POP stans found overreacting, summer found hot
MiniSeungmooo
@WordsOfThatCatbird bangchan recently got the award for most credited kpop idol in history, and some stays were attacking the company for not celebrating or acknowledging it, so Chan replied with a few messages saying it wasn’t that big, he can’t deal with praise, and not to talk about it a ton When the award was announced, some haters on twitter kept saying “all those songs and not one big hit lolll” so he also sent “feel bad though, all those songs without a big hit hahahaha” which is pointed sarcasm. Obviously people took it to mean he was “overloading his parasocial fans with vents” and “being ungrateful and corny”, also pointing out the previous incident with IVE saying he needs to watch his words
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In other news, people getting mad at Chan for his reply to the KOMCA credits title and misunderstanding his jokes completely then blaming him for “being unclear” is also fucking crazy
K-POP stans found overreacting, summer found hot
MiniSeungmooo
@WordsOfThatCatbird bangchan recently got the award for most credited kpop idol in history, and some stays were attacking the company for not celebrating or acknowledging it, so Chan replied with a few messages saying it wasn’t that big, he can’t deal with praise, and not to talk about it a ton When the award was announced, some haters on twitter kept saying “all those songs and not one big hit lolll” so he also sent “feel bad though, all those songs without a big hit hahahaha” which is pointed sarcasm. Obviously people took it to mean he was “overloading his parasocial fans with vents” and “being ungrateful and corny”, also pointing out the previous incident with IVE saying he needs to watch his words
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MiniSeungmooo
Skz going from JYP experimental flops to headlining their OWN festival in Latin America mid-world tour is actually crazy
MiniSeungmooo
How is everyone? Did you all eat? How’s your day going?
SeungminsJokes143
@MiniSeungmooo idk who i was bro im js tryna tone my body but holy hell i was dying
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whospeggie
i think i found ur pinterest account COMPLETLY ON ACCIDENT
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NOURS. U WONT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS.
fikatsys
Hiii there! I am sorry to bother you, but I recently published a Bangchan fanfic and I was wondering if you could take a look at it? It would mean the world to me if you could give it a try. But if you can’t, that’s also okay! Thank you and have a great day!
https://www.wattpad.com/story/414815941-i-am-you-bangchan
MiniSeungmooo
My book list is currently a teetering tower but I might check it out if I have free time later 💗
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MiniSeungmooo
Alr rant over that was embarrassing
Time to move on
MiniSeungmooo
Putting this here because it’s the only place I won’t feel like an attention seeker.
Have you ever had the feeling that you’re not actually great at anything you do?
I’m frantically going through everything I know how to do, but everything I try is mediocre.
I can’t say at least I’m great at art, because I can’t make a remarkable piece of art this week.
I can’t say at least I’m great at writing, because I can’t spit out even half a standard chapter.
I can’t say at least I’m great at singing, because I sound like a dying person half the time and don’t even know how to distinguish notes.
I can’t say at least I’m a good friend, because people get mad at me all the time, and I can never make anyone feel truly better.
I can’t even say I’m good at my job, because I never do it well.
It’s not that I think I’m not _good_ at anything, I’m certainly able to do some of them more than the average person. But I’m only good enough NOT to be called a failure. Only good enough to pass. Nobody would ever come to me when they get stuck in something, because I’m not actually remarkable at anything.
Seeing myself not be able to do anything I like well enough to be happy makes me feel disgusting for ever being proud of myself or anything I do.
And that frightens me so much.
My whole personality is what I do: my art.
When I can’t do that, I am nobody
When I can’t pick up a pencil, can’t put on a recording and sing, can’t open a document and write, can’t comfort someone who needs help, I am no one. I can’t stand being alone with myself without a way to express myself.
I need my art to recharge from life, but everytime I reach for it for air, I feel more choked. And I can’t just take a break from life, because of how many tasks and schedules I’ve put around myself.
I feel like I’m paralyzed in the middle of a traffic filled street, unable to either move out of the way or just lie down and let it crush me.
MiniSeungmooo
@WordsOfThatCatbird I know i didn’t get the notif the day it was sent, but i read it now and I hope you know this genuinely means the whole world to me.
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WordsOfThatCatbird
@MiniSeungmooo Okayy, I...kind of feel the same way? Like, excluding myself, everyone in my family, including my family is INSANELY talented and smart in pretty much everything. I'm enough, but it feels mediocre compared to them. Uhhhh I suck at comforting too, so this might sound uhhh yeah. But I've GOT to say smth about you. Your writing captivated me the second I read it. It wasn't long, but it had a spark, if you know what I mean. Like, the instant I read the first few paragraphs, there was like, a connection. It had an essence of originality, that I rarely see in oneshots. The one for "i hate to admit" was my favorite. It was just sooo aguhhhha. But srsly. You ARE talented in writing. And I'm not sure abt other stuff, but really, if you have perseverance, you can get better. And if you have two things you are great at, then you are NOT mediocre.
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SeungminsJokes143
i’m going to be so honest with you. people who are truly remarkable never think they are doing enough or that they can do better. you ARE somebody. and i know right now ur scared, but you have to keep picking up the pencil until it feels like strength. i believe in u❤️
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ChasingChizzzzzz
2 year old three racha drewimg
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ChasingChizzzzzz
@MiniSeungmooo It was way at the beginning when I started drawing them, and before that I only drew women so they made me understand the features from a woman (thick Nick, jaw, bigger nose, wide shoulders ect ect)
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