Mini_monster_5

GUYS IM SO SORRY! I GOT LOCKED OUT OF MY ACC AND I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK IN! I PROMISE I WILL BE UPDATING AS MANY OF MY STORIES POSSIBLE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

Mini_monster_5

Thinking about reducing my published stories to one. I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself by having three stories published and keep wanting to publish more of my drafts. I can't do it and I need to recognize that. 
          
          So to those who read my stories, I would like you to tell me which one you would like me to keep up with at the moment until I complete it, so I can then finish another story and keep it nice and simple for myself and those reading.

Mini_monster_5

To all my trans/gender fluid/gender queer people. I've got a question. How did you know? I know it's a bit of a dumb question, but I'm genuinely wondering. I don't think what I'm going through is exactly body dysphoria bc it's not like I'm constantly feeling like this. But it's just enough. Ik it's not insecurity bc I'm not insecure about my body. But sometimes when I put on one of my more fem outfits I feel...itchy. it's the best way I can describe it, like spiders or something underneath my skin. But when I feel like that and dress more masc it goes away. Same goes for the other way around. In all honesty, I had been questioning my gender identity for a while, but I hear how my parents talk about this type of stuff. Saying that it's a "mental disorder" and the people who think this way need to be psychologically evaluated. This makes me scared to experiment further bc I've always been the odd one out and I dont want to become drifted further from my family. I'm still a kid idk what to do.

kz2akakaz

for me it was finding out trans ppl existed, at first when i was a kid i just wanted to be a boy, have it easy like them, but as i got older i realized i just was a boy, i got my haircut and dressed more masculine, and its helped me a lot
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Mini_monster_5

I just started reading the BSD Beast manga and I love it so much! Akutagawa was never a character I liked very much but seeing the way he interacts with the ppl of the ADA without the trauma he experienced from Dazai's abuse is just adorable. Also Mafioso Atsushi. I don't think I can stress this enough. If you haven't already I recommend you read it.

Mini_monster_5

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I finally started reading "The Song of Achilles"
          
          And oh my GOD this is the most heartwarming and gut wrenching thing I think I've ever read! I'm like fifty pages in but I love it so much! The main boys have just the purest relationship and Patroclus is so fucking precious!

Mini_monster_5

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YO I JUST GOT LOST IN LA!!
          
          So a few ppl from my arts classes and I went to see hairspray in LA and it was AMAZING!! But after the show I went to the restroom bc Shark Week was airing live if you know what I mean. Anyways, I come out of the bathroom and everyone is GONE. I'm searching around to try and find someone I recognize and one of the ppl working at the theater was like "were closing the lobby"-BITCH TF YOU MEAN?! So now I'm wandering around, calling my friends NONE of which are picking up their phones, on the brink of a panic attack in the middle of the Dolby Theatre. Eventually one of the teachers found me and we walked over to where the buses were. I got on one of the buses headed to my school only to find that it's the WRONG FUCKING BUS!! It's still heading to my school, but I had to message my friend saying "hey! not dead btw just on the other bus!" I'm headed to my school rn. Really hope this bus doesnt crash or some shit.

fucked_of

@ Mini_monster_5  pls dont die
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ghostwithoutlife

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hello. Its me just another acc( fucked_of)
          cos i somehow couldnt answer on it anymore._.
          its 12:30rn so we have 9 h difference
          
          
          
          
          btw: could we messagr somewhere else, bc it gets difficult to answer sometimes...
          any ideas?

fucked_of

Hello i just realized how funny you are thanks for makimg me laugh my brain out«3

Mini_monster_5

What time is it in esslingen?
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Mini_monster_5

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@fucked_of America. I live in Bakersfield California. L. A. time.
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fucked_of

@ Mini_monster_5  i would guess you live somewhere near new york, because then we would  have 5 hours difference
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