Been a while since I've updated any of my stories. I'm sorry but these past few months have been horrible. My mother passed away on Feburary 9th of this year and it feels like my life is spiraling out of control. My dad's putting the house up for sale and I'm having to choose between my sisters who I want to live with. One is toxic but there is a job already waiting for ms there at her place. I've been suffering from extreme depression and it's just hard living honestly
Been a while since I've updated any of my stories. I'm sorry but these past few months have been horrible. My mother passed away on Feburary 9th of this year and it feels like my life is spiraling out of control. My dad's putting the house up for sale and I'm having to choose between my sisters who I want to live with. One is toxic but there is a job already waiting for ms there at her place. I've been suffering from extreme depression and it's just hard living honestly
Today, life has told me fuck you. Not only have I had to watch my poor mother suffer with how sick she is from cancer, I got home from grocery shopping to find out that my niece has had to go into an emergency c-section because her baby was having complications and might be a stillborn. She was 9 weeks away from delivering him. ARE YOU SERIOUS LIFE?!
So I'm having an okay day today finally. Had an opening shift at work, found out I'm not scheduled next week at all, and chugged a Monster which was dumb because I'm not supposed to drink those. Had to catch a snake because it was trying to get into my garage. Fun.
Tbh I am actually worried about myself with how my mental health is declining rapidly. Like I can't fix it as much as I want to and I don't know what to do anymore.