MinsugaJiA

(This is a rant)
          	
          	I hate how they made me practice the walk, told me that I did well and got better at it, just to replace me with someone else. I hate that I worked hard and practiced for nothing. Like do they even see me as their friend anymore? It feels like they're just letting me hang around them. I feel out of place.
          	
          	I don't even make any effort to join in their conversations anymore because they always ignore me when I say something. Like when they message and ask something in our group chat, I reply and no one responds. But the second that one of the others reply, they reply immediately. When I say something, I'm always left ignored. It felt as if I'm just....air. Like I'm just there but they don't see or hear me like a ghost.
          	
          	I decided that once we graduate and start college next school year, I'm going to start....ghosting them, I guess. Just stop talking to them and messaging them. I mean, I'm barely noticeable already, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't notice when I finally leave their lives. They don't even notice their own behavior towards me. But maybe I am the problem as well. Although all I know is that I'm all fed up with everything and everyone. I don't even see them as my friends anymore, just some people that I hang around with.
          	
          	(Anyway, sorry for the rant)

MinsugaJiA

Right now, I'm slowly distancing myself from them so that it'll be easier for me to leave them once we graduate.
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MinsugaJiA

 I mean they even said that I changed and have constant mood swings recently, but I guess it's just because of my insecurities and all of that overthinking. Perhaps I'm just blaming it mostly on them because they don't notice that they're hurting my feelings(because I try not to show it only through jokes and remarks of sarcasm)
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MinsugaJiA

(This is a rant)
          
          I hate how they made me practice the walk, told me that I did well and got better at it, just to replace me with someone else. I hate that I worked hard and practiced for nothing. Like do they even see me as their friend anymore? It feels like they're just letting me hang around them. I feel out of place.
          
          I don't even make any effort to join in their conversations anymore because they always ignore me when I say something. Like when they message and ask something in our group chat, I reply and no one responds. But the second that one of the others reply, they reply immediately. When I say something, I'm always left ignored. It felt as if I'm just....air. Like I'm just there but they don't see or hear me like a ghost.
          
          I decided that once we graduate and start college next school year, I'm going to start....ghosting them, I guess. Just stop talking to them and messaging them. I mean, I'm barely noticeable already, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't notice when I finally leave their lives. They don't even notice their own behavior towards me. But maybe I am the problem as well. Although all I know is that I'm all fed up with everything and everyone. I don't even see them as my friends anymore, just some people that I hang around with.
          
          (Anyway, sorry for the rant)

MinsugaJiA

Right now, I'm slowly distancing myself from them so that it'll be easier for me to leave them once we graduate.
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MinsugaJiA

 I mean they even said that I changed and have constant mood swings recently, but I guess it's just because of my insecurities and all of that overthinking. Perhaps I'm just blaming it mostly on them because they don't notice that they're hurting my feelings(because I try not to show it only through jokes and remarks of sarcasm)
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MinsugaJiA

Do you guys like do something, then stop and think that it feels like you don't belong anywhere, even your own friend group? That's me recently this week for some reason.

TalaOmTrollen

@MinsugaJiA 
            I wish I had some good advice to offer. Something that I do (especially when struggling) is create quiet moments for myself to pay attention to my feelings, ask myself questions, and reflect. Sometimes answers only come when you allow your heart and mind to be still
            I don’t know if this kind of thing will help your specific situation but I think it’s a good practice regardless 
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MinsugaJiA

@TalaOmTrollen I think I'm getting deeper into that phase. I hate that feeling.
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TalaOmTrollen

I think a lot of people go through phases like this. It’s tough 
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TheAstrid

Thank you so much for voting and commenting on my story. I hope you’re enjoying it! Have an amazing day : ) ^^

MinsugaJiA

@TheAstrid  you're welcome. I am indeed enjoying your story. It's amazing and I love it. Have an amazing day/morning/noon/afternoon/evening/night
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Sniperbait

Hey there! Thank you for voting on two of my books! (The Mutant TMNT X Reader Fanfiction and Mutant Inferno TMNT X Reader Fanfiction) It is much appreciated <3

Sniperbait

@MinsugaJiA Aw thanks! Glad you like them
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MinsugaJiA

@Sniperbait you're welcome. I absolutely love your writing and stories and I enjoy them very much
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