@MinsungHoney
*** STILL ON HIATUS ***
Okay, mini update here. I am medicated again!! Well, I started today. And I am in therapy. AND i saw a real doctor today for a check up after over 3 years and I have a physical next month for the first time in over 5 years.
I am still dealing with a lot. I've tried writing but I just can't focus. So once my meds kick in more I should be able to come back <3
I hope to see everyone soon <3
*** SILL ON HIATUS ***
Here is quick mini life update <3
https://www.wattpad.com/1640151428-too-many-thoughts-mini-update-july-1-2026
Please continue noir
I feel like we all saw this coming.
I am going on a hiatus.
Idk when I will return but I will probably only be checking the app like once a week to keep notifications from piling up.
I have tried writing different stories and they all just aren't good and I think I am trying too hard. I think I need to focus on other stuff for right now.
I am on threads and Instagram under the username silentcry.xx
I am way more active on threads so if you wanna connect, probably try there. ♡
See you when I see you
Happy birthday my birthday twin!!!!! I hope you have/had a great day!!!
My tiktok is @candiejo5 if you ever need to talk to someone. I have struggled with anxiety and depression... I've been through some tough life stuff... So I can relate to hard mental health days.
Big breaths, big hugs! Love yourself girl. Xo
Candie
I might unpublish everything that is ongoing and only post them once I have them 100% done. So I dont have a million half started projects.... idk yet >.>
Also.... hannie at Tods???? i have about 200 photos saved now from it :o and then I need and want to maybe write a fanfic based off THAT black and white photo.
And the comeback AND tour announcement??? I can't wait for Run It to come out Wednesday. And the visusals!!!! I am ded. Like full on ded. Omfg.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG YOU ARE PROBABLY OFFICIALY HALF 62 RN HAHA no but fr Happy birthday! You may be older but i can relate to that lost feeling ive felt it ever since i moved and my mom got sick BUT I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON<333333333333333
@HannieMinneluv thank youuuuu. Im sorry about your mom, my mom is sick too (the big C word, but she is almost done with treatments, yay!). <333
WOW there is a huge age gap between us but
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
just to let yk ILY!!
AND IM ALWAYS HERE TO TALK ! </3
It's almost my birthday.. like 1.5 hours left. And I am spiraling.
Not because I'm turning 31(:c) but because last year and all the years before we're so different. This year I didnt even want to celebrate. Only did a small family lunch because my family insisted.
Hard to want to celebrate when your life is literally in shambles and you want to disappear most days.
I'm even loosing interest in like... everything i do. I am so lost rn...
>.<
Thank you for telling us.. I know (a little) how you feel and I know it’s really hard for you right now. If you ever feel like disappearing, think about the people around you that, love you so so much. Even if you think you would be better disappearing, the people who truly love you would never be happier without you. And as I experienced that I might have an idea of what you’re thinking right now, you’re probably making a list of people you think would be better off without you or people you’ve hurt and weren’t if you didn’t exist but.. that just happenes sometimes, even if it hurts, you wouldn’t think about someone else’s disappearing if they did a mistake right? So, why to be so cruel to yourself? I wouldn’t be happier without you, your little baby would surely not be happier without you. We love you so so much, you just need some time to see it, and that’s okey :]
And Happy Birthday <3
Also the anxiety is LARGE right now. Like I wanna crawl into my bed and never come out large. Like the I wanna do something stupid that I haven't done in 4 days and will break my streak if I give in kinda large. The sad thing is, i feel so passive about it... like a 'oh hey thats a thing I will be doing later' thought... >.< trying to be transparent to hopefully keep me from falling into ol habits.