Meg

Okay I really wanted to get a new chapter up tonight for Say When but my son came back from his dad's and was a bit of a handful and then after I got him to bed my brain had zero will power. T.T 
          
          I do have like 2/3 of the chapter done though! So it will be out tomorrow <3 
          
          There will be at least one more part after this though cause I can't make anything short apparently -.- 
          

Not me working on Say When and remembering a plot point.... so there might be TWO more parts :o and thankfully I'm not too far into this next part and I don't need to rewrite it because OOF. That's okay, this was supposed to be one shot is just gonna be a longer story lmao <3 I am going to try really hard to get this next part up today, no promises but imma try! <3

I was supposed to go to bed early. I even put my son down 30 minutes early. Yet, it's 11pm. And I've been scrolling. Fml. Thankfully my son is seeing his dad tomorrow so I can nap the day away, guilt free. 
          
          And then once awake, write the day away, guilt free! My plan is to basically lock myself in my room tomorrow from the moment my son leaves until he is home again in the evening. 
          
          :)
          
          Hoping tomorrow becomes my mental reset I need. 
          
          Cause, hahaha, not doing well tonight. 
          Or lately. 
          But being so numb you can't feel much or cry is healthy and normal right??? Right? v.v oh well. Never said I was normal so....  
          
          Here's hoping I get some sleep. 

In a depressive episode tonight soooo might work on a sad story or just not write tonight >.< 
          
          Anyone have angsty sad minsung recs (NO character deaths. I've been absolutely traumatized once, cannot go through that again. T.T) 

My new laptop charger came and it works! I was worried cause I was guessing on the charger. This is a nearly decade old laptop so a bit out of date, BUT it's a gaming laptop (that I use for fanfic writing lmaooo). I am so happy, no more tape held together charger, it's all shiny and brand new. (yes shiny, I had to peel off that clear plastic stuff, very satisfying lmao). 
          
          ANYWAYS
          
          I am gonna try and get to work on Say When now <3

All I wanna do is write but I am so tired, I have zero creativity motivation. I try to write and my brain just goes mush. So the final part for Say When will be tomorrow possibly D: I am hoping I can get to bed early tonight... like as soon as my son goes to sleep, I go to sleep too D: I am so tired T.T

I posted I think all of my stories to my Covers, Concepts & Chaos 'book'. INCLUDING that new fantasy story I have <3 
          
          Please check it out and let me know your thoughts <3

I am dead tired so until I wake up enough to be creative to give the ending of Say When the attention it deserves, I will be working on my story index book. So.... sorry for the spam of new parts posted today ^.^ 

I woke up to 99 notifications wtf :o 

oooookay i did a LOT today so I am going to bed. i am already up way later than I wanted to be D: