Meg

Okay Update:: 
          
          I am adjusting to my new life with... everything being different. I am spending a LOT of quality time with my son and my family. So idk when I will be able to write and upload. 
          
          I typically write in the evenings but I haven't had the time or chance.
          
          I will continue to write when I can but just know updates will be really slow. I am really sorry >.< 
          
          This time is just much needed 
          <3 

Welcome home where the allergies are insane!
          
          Here is conjunctivitis in one eye! 
          
          FML.
          
          

I unpublished it so I can edit it and add, I was half asleep when I said "nah, done, upload" but im not happy with it. 

I already regret posting that chapter... I might unpublish andnedit/add to it. 
          
          Idk D: 

Idk how good it is but the first chapter of my new story is up. 
          
          I've been trying to write this whole drive but its hard 
          
          Between my emotions the flow is more like molasses than water. And long car rides make me sleepy especially after 2 nights in a row of barely any sleep so being online too long makes me almost pass out
          
          Anyways 
          
          Love you guys 
          
          <3

On the road, it's gonna be about 10 hours, thank God I am not driving and hanging out in the backseat with my son. Gonna be a long day, been a long weekend. Gonna try and do some writing while on the road <3 

In bed after a really long day of cleaning and finishing packing. Got the trailer loaded up and leaving in the morning after loading last minute stuff. 
          
          I am an emotional wreck. 
          
          Everything really sucks right now. 
          
          I am stressed and tired and my head cant stay on straight. 
          
          I feel like a failure. I feel like I am standing still while my world is spinning around me like a tornado. Nothing is calm. But my head is frozen. Stuck. 
          
          Tonight, I am not okay, but I'm so numb.... 

Okay, woke up at 3:30am, got 2 hours of sleep, couldn't go back to bed because my 4 year old was awake and my now ex was leaving this morning. It's officially me and my kid against the world now. Until my family gets here to collect us to help me rebuild.
          
          ANYWAY since I woke up FUCKING EARLY I finished the intro page to that social/ig/gc story and posted it cause I wanted yall to see <3 If I get time I will make the first chapter! <3

Should I be asleep? Yes. 
          
          Am I? Clearly not. 
          
          Why? Just read the cutest minsung ff and couldn't stop
          
          Here's the link, its so good and so cute. 
          
          Also, might upload everything here too >.> 
          
          https://archiveofourown.org/works/72167356?view_adult=true

HEAR ME OUT
          
          that groupchat/instgram idea i had... WHAT IF, and hear me out, WHAT IF Jisung wore skirts and shit and was kinda goth/emo. >.> I've been wanting to have a Jisung almost always wearing skirts and gothic  in a story but hasn't fit a plot. IT COULD WORK FOR THIS
          
          what do we think?? 
          
          yes?
          No?