HokaRoha_Zono
Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi
Okay, i dunno if you're tired of hearing this from me but, you literally pulled me out of that secretive hole. TT
It was a genuine introvert curse!! (You got me from 89% to 77% "I" on my mbti test)
I still get internally embarrassed after remembering the whole inspirational convo I had with you and then I went on to write the trashiest first chapters ever– GHJAGVBHJAHGVBNAJHGB NO ONE TOLD ME THIS CAME WITH SO MUCH PAIN???
Can I start complimenting your writing? (this isn't really a question since I'm boutta do it anyway hehe )
Your writing reminds me of a glazed donut, one which is popular–but at the same time not. People find it basic, not enough, just a go-to.
However, your writing is not just a glazed donut, it's a glazed donut dipped in the most lustrous, glowing area of the milky way, topped with clusters and clusters of stars, the cream glaze is always heated and melting, dripping down the sides slowly but magically in a way.
The bread of the donut is freshly baked and every bite oozes out even more surprising jam.
A mixture of the sweetest substances which make every bite feel like heaven, each new taste on the tip of the tongue leaves an emotion and a lingering desire for more.
Now I have to translate all that since I was hungry and that unreal donut was the only way I could explain it best lmao–
Your writing is really just a fantasy which should be true, fated to be true even if fate isn't real – you make it feel real. Every chapter is an enchantment to read, the best-of-the-best, the way you write is so gorgeously immersive which is just the cherry on top.
The plots are always scorchingly hot and striking, I can't believe someone wrote it that perfectly. You deliver the unexpected emotions every paragraph which leaves me addicted for more.
And, that's why you have a permanent, unreachable, irreplaceable home on the top of the ladder in my heart. You got me to literally speak in metaphor, that's an achievement on my end–
HokaRoha_Zono
I'm not done because 2000 words are not nearly enough.
Now I have to start saying a bunch of personal stuff because that's how the vibe in my living room feels like :D
For a while I felt like I took you for granted and I'm sorryyy if you felt like I was (I think I might be over-reacting but yeah)
I'd say being an introvert has always been chemically bonded with my soul T-T
It's not a curse but it's not the greatest feeling.
Before this entire experience on Wattpad with you, I hadn't been able to make any new friends. I stuck to my same toxic friend group because I knew I wouldn't have anything left if I snapped.
This explanation feels like there's no correlation to you but there really is.
When I found your book and fell in love, I actually found the guts to speak up loll. *U*
I'm so grateful for that because I hadn't just temporarily started making new friends, I permanently moved on from that group of unfairness and random fights (so happy I did). That conversation somehow told me there is always a chance there will be someone there for me.
I gained a lot of knowledge from something so small, and a person I can talk to (YOU)!!
You also influenced me a lot in the good ways, at the start of my book you could definitely see the holes/gaps in effort and enthusiasm I had when writing. But seeing you be able to pump out such quality works really motivated me. I'm literally writing a whole essay just for you; something I wouldn't have done a few months ago.
I also have to say I am so happy I can relate to you in different ways. Like, YES the, "Why are you writing this" thoughts constantly haunt me too. And I became so secretive too (but I sometimes find the thrill fun TT).
I was also too shy to ask about yourself – so I'm just gonna flat-out ask.
What motivates you everyday? How are you doing right now? How did you figure out your identity (if you have)? And, WHO are your ult groups? (had to sneak in)
That's all for now, but I'll definitely have more!
