Deep inside, it's like I've got this collection of emotions, sort of a peaceful sea hiding underneath a calm exterior. The reason I'm not spilling everything out isn't because I don't feel, but it's like I've built this shield to protect my sensitive side from being misunderstood.
Picture it as having this hidden artwork of emotions, all vibrant and intricate, but I'm keeping it in a protective vault. Behind my chill appearance, there's this quiet longing for connection, this hope that someone out there gets what I'm not saying. It's not that I'm emotionless, just that expressing feels like setting something fragile loose in the world.
The tiredness I feel comes from being my own guard, keeping these feelings locked up. It's not a rejection of emotions but more like a silent plea for someone to notice and understand the unspoken language of my heart.
In this internal dance, I'm secretly wishing for someone to open the gates and hear those silent cries. It's not that emotions aren't there; it's about finding someone who can catch the unsaid vibes and be a companion in this unspoken journey.
-Mintleafinblacktea ✨